HarHar's Corner

I will not give up :)

2012-02-25T00:42:00.002+08:00

hmmm

2011-12-21T08:49:00.000+08:00

What am I thinking now? sigh...

I still can't accept the reality

Need....to...go...forward.......

H42

...

2011-12-14T21:34:00.006+08:00

Let it run just for tonight.... i promise, i will be stronger....

run....please run....the more the better.....

H42

Clue 1

Clue 2

Clue 3

random fb msg....

2011-12-14T21:15:00.002+08:00

"Be loved is fortunate. To love another is in bliss. To love and be love in return, that's heaven.

You will be surprise at how many people whom do not know how to love, respond to love. People get hurt in so many ways. Dont be discourage as with each experience we grow in wisdom and empathy towards others. We're all only human. "

Read it from somebody's comment in facebook. Means so deep yet so simple. We, after all, are only human....

H42

just a wish

2011-12-12T08:46:00.002+08:00

While waiting for colleague to come at the morning, my mind is running wild, once again. Well too many times already to be honest. It is just a simple idea...a wish to be exact. This wish has been rooting in my mind and is trying to kill my mind since then. I really wish...... hmmm... sigh.... why? When I want to update this blog, I wish to put it here but when it is time for me to type them in, I feel reluctant, pain, sad, agony and many things that words could not describe...

well, after taking some courage, let me tell you my wish for this month.

Can we go back being together again?

I promise I will try to meet up with your expectation again....

Dang. There you go. My wish, a wild one but perhaps, it is just imposibble.......

ya.... imposibble....

H42

???

2011-12-11T22:23:00.002+08:00

When I am trying to embrace myself to move on, why in the name of the mother of earth does it pain that much?

Please endure...endure....endure.....

P.S. pardon me when this blog become so emo.... I will update it properly when I have time ....well.... to be honest, I have alot of time now in my hand... haha...

H42

TT

2011-12-08T00:25:00.001+08:00

up and down

2011-12-05T19:18:00.000+08:00

guess...this is life eh? up and down.... and i'm at the lowest bottom now climbing slippery hill....

H42

Why?

2011-11-28T21:54:00.001+08:00

One question in my mind....Why?

H42

Used To

2011-07-31T01:25:00.002+08:00

I used to say it does not worth it to shed tears for those things.

But never I imagine that I would hear those words being told to me.

Nevertheless, I still thank God for everything. :)

H42

P.S. At last I am back to this blog :)

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

2011-02-03T00:00:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year for everyone that celebrates it.
I wish you a happy and prosperous Chinese New Year in the year of Rabbit! :D

For me, I will start the year in Indonesia, but not in hometown. :P
*FB photo album will be up as soon as I am back*

H42

130111

2011-01-12T01:01:00.004+08:00

Okay... let's see, 2 weeks have past since we shouted "Happy New Year 2011!!". Nothing much happened to me except that I have bigger ambition to get a decent job. Well, hopefully I could get offer before this month ends. :)

So, last year was ended with me going to Korea and I had a lot and a lot and a lot of fun there. It was a fun trip and I am really looking forward for another winter trip :D.

Despite the happy trip, last year was kinda not my year. My employment pass was rejected on the day I applied, I got abit anti-social after couple months being alone and some problems at the end of the year. Although many unfortunate things happened, I am always trying to think positively, think the other way around Har! Think the other way around! That thought motivated me when I got into bad situation.

This brings me to the topic of the month. Second chance. It was inpired with one video in Youtube. It is about a homeless man that claims he got a golden radio voice.

I watched it and was amazed with his voice! And you need to take account that drugs and alcohol got the best of him and he came back after getting clean of those. The rest of his story is about fame. How he got offered a decent job and a home. And this happened in less than a week after the original video was up in Youtube. Talking about the power of Internet eh? Well, the thing that I want to put here is this, no matter how far your friend, or your family have done, there is always a second chance and I now believe that everyone deserves a second chance. When they leave you and coming back again, just give a second chance and be positive with it. :)

Well, I guess that's all for the 1st post of the year. Hope I could a decent job and well, let's start our year with positive thinking and couple of second chances to be given XD.

H42

The last month of year 2010

2010-12-11T00:29:00.002+08:00

This is it. The end of my hometown stay and I will be in airplane going to Sunway tomorrow morning. The visit was pleasant as always and I have eaten tons of food here. Expect me become abit wider instead of wiser :P

Not much to be added here. But somehow, I think I need to rethink whom should I put my trust to.

H42

Bachelor of Information Technology and System obtained!

2010-11-16T16:59:00.004+08:00

This is the moment! My name is officially 2 words. LOL! Hartanto, BITS. Great night and great surprise. All in all, I want to thank my parents, sister, and all of my friends for supporting me from start of this journey till the end of the journey of obtaining a scroll stating I am officially a Bachelor. Yay! Anyways, 2 more days and I will be back to home sweet home for the 1st time during this year. Kinda excited for it. :D In the end, I want to say thanks for everyone and good luck for those that are still struggling through their university course. All I can say, be hardworking and enjoy! You will miss university life once you get over it :)

H42

Convocation is at the corner.....of next week...:P

2010-11-07T16:02:00.001+08:00

Here we go another post of the month :P. This is typed during my trip to Malaysia (again) for convocation. Now, how great the feeling that is. I am really looking forward to this event. In fact, this is event that MAYBE will occur once in your life. So, ya, I really have a good feeling regarding this upcoming event which will be held on the 13th day of November 2010. :D

However, when I said great feeling, it is actually a mixed feeling. This event could means the end of my annual visit to Malaysia. To tell you the truth, this maybe the last visit to Malaysia. No more cheap food :P. I am kinda sad to think that perhaps I will meet up with friends that are still studying there for the last time for the year. Maybe next year we could meet up, but who knows? Maybe not even next year? I am not sure. But I know what you guys will tell me. Life must go on. :)

Hmm...so the plan for the month is, staying in Malaysia until 18th and I will go back to my hometown *Leaving by Jet Plane background music* :D. Home sweet home baby! :D Funny thing is that I will miss premierre of the 7th Harry Potter movie on the following day. I do not know whether the movie in my hometown is showing this on the 19th or not.

*thinking whether I want to post the next part or not*

I do not know what happen but recently I feel abit.....well....empty. I think I just lost one of my spirit to continue life. Yeah, i think that is the most approriate to describe it. I do not know why, but I think it started from last month I think? I am not sure of my self. Seeing many friends are beginning to get jobs or have things to do, I feels something tickling my inner. Guess the tickling is named jealousy. Too bad I just could not resist not to jealous as I have been jobless since hmm....what, March 2010? That is freaking 8 month! Wao, time does flies...:/

I guess that is enough for now. I begin to become my old self that is abit, well, closed? I do not know the right term, but I think you get the idea. :). And I do not know why I would want to become like that but I guess living alone for too long could lead to this condition I think.

Well, I guess this mark the end of the post. Hopefully I have some internet connection during my stay in hometown. Perhaps the next post will be about my convo :D. So, see you all.

H42

Happy Birthday!

2010-10-16T09:07:00.000+08:00

Happy 22nd birthday to myself! Thank you for all the wishes and thank you for the PROJECT! Haha. I love them. :)

H42

At last...a new post

2010-10-06T22:37:00.004+08:00

Do not mind the previous post. It was typed last week. Yes, it was off couple days from prediction. I guess I was too slacking. But well, here we are, new post. :P

Hmm... how many months since i posted a real post here? Two? Three? WAO! It has been so long since the last post. Well, where should I begin? Hmm.... OH how about I talk in general? This should shorten the length of the post significantly, right? Well, It has been 5 months since I am starting my job-seeking in Singapore. Started with staying alone without internet for 2 weeks until staying with Jimz in the new house. Oh ya. I moved to new place now.The place was nice and the owner was super nice. Kinda love the place as at last I am staying in a room with proper window and sitting on proper chair and using laptop on table. :D And, oh! Did I mention it has aircon and free internet? :D

Hmm...what else? Hmm...OH! Ya! The job seeking adventure. :D.. For these 3 months, I got around hmm....8? 9? Oh! not really. I think there were 5 interviews. Actually, last 2 weeks, I was offered a job. It was decent job and you know what? I like it! But somebody did not like me. Yes, if you could guess it, it was the SPASS. For your information, this pass must be applied by the company that hired you. It was rejected on the same day I applied for it. I was so surprised but at the end of the day, I could calm myself and I could even throw a joke. The joke is "Well, no worries. The company did not get me. Thats all!". Haha. Well, no worry about that, I could get another one. :) That is what inspire me since the rejection. So, ya, do not worry about it. :)

Well, now being in Malaysia for some refreshing time, I will try to calm myself more and next week, when I am back to Singapore, I will have a better spirit in job-seeking journey. It is not the end of the journey. It is just another wave that was trying to shake my boat of life which will not throw it off balance. :D

Another random thing is, I overslept during my departure day to Malaysia. It was horrible and I lost 1 ticket. Luckily I got another ticket at 2.30 pm to Malaysia. And the guess what? The day was not ended with that. The bus got flat tire. Now that IS bad day. Haha. All in all, I could arrive in Malaysia safe and sound and it is enough for me. :)

OH, just for some joke. I have an alarm application for my phone. It actually has a briliant feature which is to force the "victim" in this case me, to solve some math equation while the alarm goes off. There are 5 difficulties to choose from. I know what you are thinking. Let me show you, the VERY HARD difficulty math problem that you have to solve with sleepy eyes on the morning.

See how you solve that? There is even an option for changing the problem if you answer wrongly......... I would prefer not...haha

Well, that is all for this post. :) I will post another one again soon. :D

H42

Small and Late Update

2010-09-26T02:38:00.001+08:00

Don't you think the last post was like months ago? Well, indeed. LOL. I am still not ditching my blog yet. I have 2 posts currently in my mind. Hope I could post them like in these 3 days. Well, hope so. So, well, just wait ;)

H42

Small Project :)

2010-07-19T01:17:00.003+08:00

I must be too bored that I started a small project. I gathered up all photos from my digital camera and handphone since the start of my CIMP course until the end of Monash course. Total pictures are around 16000. And I managed to extract 378 photos from them. And then I posted them in Facebook and captioned everything. I even put date taken on all photos to show the progress of my staying in Malaysia. So, here we are! I present you those two albums. :)

First Album

Second Album

Took me a week to finished the project. The hardest part was captioning all photos.
In the end, it was an enjoyable experience being able to re-live all memories that perhaps we have forgotten. And I laughed alot during choosing, captioning and commenting all the photos. Thanks everyone for supporting me. :D You all are the best! ;)

H42

Funny feeling

2010-07-04T01:13:00.002+08:00

There is one time, when I thought that I have already settle my feeling to being independent, accepting that we have to separate.

But in the end

I cried.....

so much....

so loud.....

so speechless.....

Somehow I don't even know how I was able to cry like that. It was the 1st time I cried as much as that night. For everyone that 1st time seeing me being such a crybaby like that, pardon me. :P

Somehow, I realize that during my stay in Singapore, I really do miss you all but I just did not notice it until now. I wish, I could stay longer, but as one of my friend said, life must go on.

In the end, I hope that was not good bye but a see ya moment. I believe we will be able to meet again in the future and have fun together again.

H42

P.S. There are 3 new albums that I will post in the FB. Just wait and see. :)

I don't care

2010-06-13T01:08:00.002+08:00

I really seldom say "I don't care" even when I was angry. Maybe at the time, I really mean it. But in the end, I will always care because that is who I am. :)

H42

In the end

2010-06-11T04:52:00.002+08:00

In the end, i forgot to update this very blog. :P Despite visitting it everyday, but i keep ignoring it. But the funny thing is, just now, i open, i click new post and here I am. Funny eh?

Nothing much, but I am back to Singapore and as usual, waiting for interview that never comes. LOL.

Not only those things that I have been thinking. There are quite some thoughts that have been running in my mind since the start of this month. The hardest thing is to share those thoughts here... as... they are not for public consumption. :(

Anyways, praying hard to get a job and hopefully in the end, I could solve my thoughts...:)

H42

2 weeks being stranded in Singapore

2010-05-03T20:57:00.004+08:00

After 2 weeks being stranded on other people's island, I finally have my own internet. Ya, me as computer and internet geek lived a internet-less life for 2 weeks, imagine that! It is like asking an accountant to do auditting without any calculating device. Ya, I know it is a lame example compare with mine. :P

Anyways, here I am. Being thinner than 2 weeks ago since I left Sunway Pyramid heading south. Ya, you heard me right, I am getting thinner. Why u ask? I guess, because of my monotonous daily meal. I have mixed rice everytime I am in foodcourt and ice coffee as the drink. Guess it is what making me feeling thinner than ever. XD Well, I know it is not good to have that one kind of food each time I having my meal, but, I can't help it. Can't find any food that has as rich-of-nutrition as mix rice as I can control it. :P And coffee? Well, I just cannot hold myself not to drink one. LOL.

Okay, so what am I doing again in Singapore? Erhmmm.... Oh ya! Searching for jobs.......or job? Guess I will prefer ONE job, so, let's stick with searching for JOB. XD Due to internet-less life, I could not apply from internet, so when I got my connection on Saturday, I sent quite alot of it like there is no tomorrow. XD But until now, no luck...:(

Hmm....so, couple things that I could list out in point form....

I feel that catching last train n last bus is fun....XD XD
I was being asked by a junior high school student for buying him cigarette....wth...
I saw....a elementary student that speak foul words and have piercing at his ears.....swt
I was called for an interview for face modelling...yeah... u heard me right...face modelling... rejected it...XD

So, now here I am! Jobless, thinner and poorer...ya... could not earn money makes me poorer everyday...sigh.......

Anyways, got to crash again...I could not sleep until 7 AM this morning and I tell you, it is horrible. Lucky, I could add some sleep hour during afternoon....Fiuh...So, until next time then....:D

H42

Update!
Just wondering, so I weighted myself and saw 69 kg...wth...

:'(

2010-04-19T16:33:00.000+08:00

w harus tabah.....

w harus sabar.....

life must go on......

H42

Some comments of morning activities in Singapore.....part 1?

2010-04-14T07:24:00.003+08:00

Here I am. In McDonalds waiting for Aeroline bus going back to Sunway. ETA is around 1.30 PM. For the first time I board MRT as early as 6 AM! And boy! I saw alot, ALOT of students at junior high school age boarding it as well. For me, it's really damn morning u know? And there are not only those students but also workers and troops (or many NS participants?). Some of them even still tucking their head here and there. Perhaps extra sleeps are needed? :P

And other common thing that I can see is half of them are wearing headphone. This brings me back to yesterday which my old friend told me. It can get very lonely boarding MRT alone from workplace or school back to home. So he purchase a music player to accompany him. Well, he used "penyambung hidup" or u can say life saver. Well, it is THAT lonely. Hopefully I can endure with this kind of situation as I just experienced 1 week in Singapore. There are alot of weeks waiting for me to spend wisely. Hmph! Wisely uh? Let's see then. :P

1 cup of tea and 1 cup of coffee as breakfast! Wow. This is big breakfast man! Haha. Tried McGriddles with egg meal. Tell you what. It is a hot meal. Literally. Lol. It tastes like pancake with sausages and egg. Quite unique but i feel the usual breakfast English muffin is much better. The pancake tastes abit sweet as according to what I read, it is infused with syrup. Well, overall, it has unique taste. :) Another thing that I could conclude from looking at people here. They do love Big Breakfast. Half of them are eating them now. LOL. Abit different with Malaysia which I saw more burger than the big breakfast which tastes okay okay. :P

Anyways, here goes the post. Will be posting another random thing after I have some inspirations. :P

H42

Singapore outing....as if...:P

2010-04-12T13:13:00.008+08:00

Here I come! The long awaited update that you guys have been sorely waiting for. XD

I am currently in McD Queenstown in Singapore. Well, what so special of this place is, it is the only McD that has 2 ponds inside its area. LOL. Too bad I don't dare to take the picture as currently there are too many people. It is kinda rude you know if we take picture of them. Anyways, if you has not noticed, I am "summoned" by my parents to Singapore to get some jobs......well... as i have lived my jobless days too long already. Haha.... So, now I live with my cousins that have been in Singapore for quite long and they also helped me to apply Landed Permanent Resident (LPR) which if approved, will grant me 1 year time staying in Singapore searching for a job. As your information, we Indonesia, only have 1 month of time using tourist visa in Singapore.

Well, for this week, I spent it by staying in my room doing nothing but looking at laptop....surfing, downloading and gaming. LOL. Luckily, yesterday, me, Mindy, Jenny, and Indra went to Ochard having fun together (read: spending money :P ). If you ask me for photos, well, I don't have any as we were too busy talking like there is no tomorrow. LOL. Yeah, I am serious. It was THAT exciting because apparently each of us was alone searching for friend for having fun together. Indra is having his test soon. Mindy is waiting for her convocation. And Jenny,....well..... searching for people to go out. We went to movie then we went for walk from Ochard to Dhoby Ghaut. It is not that far actually as we were to0 busy chatting. And we end our outing with dinner. Too bad I ordered something that is too ordinary. I wish I ordered something unique. Haha. Anyways, it was a good meal and I love the time being with my friend.

So, what should I add here? Hmm...There are couple things that I realize during my 1 week stay here. IPHONES! Most of the people here are holding iPhones! There are so many iPhones that I thought there are iPhone free giving somewhere. Haha. Lame. But I guess, iPhone's mobile plan here is relatively cheap given the situation here. Another thing is, there are still couple people that are not that considerate enough. In MRT for example, young people sitting on the seat and even reserved seat while old people are miserably trying to hold on the grapple hold. That is kinda sad thing to see you know? But, I could not help as I was standing myself. Haha. Talking about standing in MRT, it brings me another thing that I have a new habit now. Sleeping in MRT while standing. No kidding! Haha. Another hobby? Hmmm..... Don't know...But I am sure I could develop new hobbies while staying here. LOL!

Anyways, this I guess will end the post. Believe it or not, the typing needs almost 12 hours! LOL! I was typing and watching youtube, surfing, playing MH, and other things. LOL! So, see you guys in next post. People in Malaysia! Wait for my return! I will return as I miss you too much!! XD

H42

:)

2010-03-30T04:14:00.003+08:00

It's good to feel it runs from the tip of my eyes across my face to the jaw again.

H42

Just some words

2010-03-28T01:00:00.002+08:00

It's not that I already forgot to update this blog

It's not that I wanted to stop blogging

It's not that I hate to publish what happened in these 2 months

It's not that I had no time to type everything that happened

It's not that I had job so that I have lost interest in blogging or simply didn't have time

It's just that I have alot of thoughts that I wanted to share, but I have to filter them for public consumption which in the end, I didn't type anything............................

It's just I have to find any good time alone, and typing mood and of course fresh idea for next post............

H42

Cinta : sebuah karya dari khalil gibran

2010-02-04T23:42:00.000+08:00

kenapa kita menutup mata ketika kita tidur?
ketika kita menangis?
ketika kita membayangkan?
itu karena hal terindah di dunia tdk terlihat

ketika kita menemukan seseorang yang
keunikannya sejalan dengan kita, kita bergabung
dengannya dan jatuh ke dalam suatu keanehan
serupa yang dinamakan cinta.

Ada hal2 yang tidak ingin kita lepaskan,
seseorang yang tidak ingin kita tinggalkan,
tapi melepaskan bukan akhir dari dunia,
melainkan suatu awal kehidupan baru,
kebahagiaan ada untuk mereka yang tersakiti,
mereka yang telah dan tengah mencari dan
mereka yang telah mencoba.
karena merekalah yang bisa menghargai betapa
pentingnya orang yang telah menyentuh kehidupan
mereka.

Cinta yang sebenarnya adalah ketika kamu
menitikan air mata dan masih peduli terhadapnya,
adalah ketika dia tidak memperdulikanmu dan
kamu masih menunggunya dengan setia.

Adalah ketika di mulai mencintai orang lain dan
kamu masih bisa tersenyum dan berkata
” aku turut berbahagia untukmu ”

Apabila cinta tidak bertemu bebaskan dirimu,
biarkan hatimu kembalike alam bebas lagi.
kau mungkin menyadari, bahwa kamu menemukan
cinta dan kehilangannya, tapi ketika cinta itu mati
kamu tidak perlu mati bersama cinta itu.

Orang yang bahagia bukanlah mereka yang selalu
mendapatkan keinginannya, melainkan mereka
yang tetap bangkit ketika mereka jatuh, entah
bagaimana dalam perjalanan kehidupan.
kamu belajar lebih banyak tentang dirimu sendiri
dan menyadari bahwa penyesalan tidak
seharusnya ada, cintamu akan tetap di hatinya
sebagai penghargaan abadi atas pilihan2 hidup
yang telah kau buat.

Teman sejati, mengerti ketika kamu berkata ” aku
lupa ….”
menunggu selamanya ketika kamu berkata ”
tunggu sebentar ”
tetap tinggal ketika kamu berkata ” tinggalkan aku
sendiri ”
mebuka pintu meski kamu belum mengetuk dan
belum berkata ” bolehkah saya masuk ? ”
mencintai juga bukanlah bagaimana kamu
melupakan dia bila ia berbuat kesalahan,
melainkan bagaimana kamu memaafkan.

Bukanlah bagaimana kamu mendengarkan,
melainkan bagaimana kamu mengerti.
bukanlah apa yang kamu lihat, melainkan apa
yang kamu rasa,
bukanlah bagaimana kamu melepaskan melainkan
bagaimana kamu bertahan.

Mungkin akan tiba saatnya di mana kamu harus
berhenti mencintai seseorang, bukan karena orang
itu berhenti mencintai kita melainkan karena kita
menyadari bahwa orang iu akan lebih berbahagia
apabila kita melepaskannya.

kadangkala, orang yang paling mencintaimu adalah
orang yang tak pernah menyatakan cinta
kepadamu, karena takut kau berpaling dan
memberi jarak, dan bila suatu saat pergi, kau akan
menyadari bahwa dia adalah cinta yang tak kau
sadari

Taken from http://www.puisi.org/2008/02/28/cinta-sebuah-karya-dari-khalil-gibran/

The poem..........left too many impressions on me.....

H42

Got from kaskus

2010-02-01T00:44:00.001+08:00

I got this when I was surfing thru kaskus..... I don't know, but I just feel like posting it....

1.Orang yang mencintai kamu tidak pernah bisa memberikan alasan kenapa ia mencintai kamu yang ia tahu di matanya hanya ada kamu Satu2Nya.

2.Kalau kamu sudah memiliki pacar atau kekasih ia tidak perduli, buat dia yang penting kamu bahagia dan kamu tetap impiannya.

3.Orang yang mencintai kamu selalu menerima kamu apa adanya, dimatanya kamu salalu yang tercantik walaupun mungkin kamu merasa berat badan kamu sudah berlebihan atau kamu merasa kegemukan

4.Orang yang mencintai kamu selalu ingin tahu tentang apa saja yang kamu lalui sepanjang hari ini, ia ingin tahu kegiatan kamu.

5.Orang yang mencintai kamu akan mengirimkan sms seperti “slmt pagi”, “slmt hari minggu”, “selamat tidur”walaupun kamu tidak membalas pesannya.

6.Kalau kamu berulang tahun dan kamu tidak mengundangnya setidaknya ia akan menelpon utk mengucapkan selamat atau mengirim pesan.

7.Orang yang mencintai kamu akan selalu mengingat setiap kejadian yang ia lalui bersama kamu, bahkan mungkin kejadian yang kamu sendiri sudah lupa setiap detailnya karena, saat itu adalah sesuatu yang berharga untuknya.

8.Orang yang mencintai kamu selalu mengingat tiap kata2 yang kamu ucapkan bahkan mungkin kata2 yang kamu sendiri lupa pernah mengatakannya.

9.Orang yang mencintai kamu akan belajar menyukai lagu-lagu kesukaanmu, bahkan mungkin meminjam CD/cassette kamu, karena ia ingin tahu kesukaanmu,kesukaanmu kesukaannya juga.

10.Kalau terakhir kali kalian bertemu kamu sedang sakit mungkin flu, terkilir, atau sakit gigi, beberapa hari kamudian ia akan mengirim sms dan menanyakan keadaanmu.karena ia mengkhawatirkanmu.

11.Kalau kamu bilang akan menghadapi ujian ia akan menanyakan kapan ujian itu, dan saat harinya tiba ia akan mengirimkan sms “good luck “untuk menyemangati kamu.

12.Orang yang mencintai kamu akan memberikan suatu barang miliknya yang mungkin buat kamu itu ialah sesuatu yang biasa , tetapi itu ialah suatu barang yang isitmewa buat dia.

13.Orang yang mencintai kamu akan terdiam sesaat,saat sedang berbicara ditelpon dengan kamu,sehingga kamu menjadi bingung, saat itu dia merasa sangat gugup karena kamu telah mengguncang dunianya.

14.Orang yang mencintai kamu selalu ingin berada di dekatmu dan ingin
menghabiskan hari2nya denganmu.

15.Jika suatu saat kamu haruS pindah ke kota lain untuk waktu yang lain ia akan memberikan nasehat supaya kamu waspada dengan lingkungan yang bisa membawa pengaruh buruk bagimu.

16.Orang yang mencintai kamu bertindak lebih seperti saudara daripada seperti seorang kekasih.

17.Orang yang mencintai kamu sering melakukan hal-hal yang konyol seperti menelponmu 100 kali dalam sehari, atau membangunkanmu ditengah malam,karena ia mengirim sms atau menelponmu.karena ia saat itu ia sedang memikirkan kamu.

18.Orang yang mencintai kamu kadang merindukanmu dan melakukan hal2 yg membuat kamu jengkel atau gila, saat kamu bilang tindakannya membuatmu terganggu ia akan minta maaf dan tak akan melakukannya lagi.

19.Jika kamu memintanya untuk mengajarimu sesuatu maka ia akan mengajarimu dengan sabar walaupun kamu mungkin orang yang terbodoh di dunia!

20.Kalau kamu melihat handphone-nya maka namamu akan menghiasi sebagian besar “INBOX”nya.Ya ia masih menyimpan pesan dari kamu walaupun pesan itu sudah kamu kirim sejak berbulan2x bahkan bertahun2x yang lalu.

21.Dan jika kamu menghindarinya atau memberi reaksi penolakan, ia akan menyadarinya dan menghilang dari kehidupanmu, walaupun hal itu membunuh hatinya.

22.Jika suatu saat kamu merindukannya dan ingin memberinya kesempatan ia akan ada di sana
menunggumu karena ia tak pernah mencari orang lain. Ya… ia selalu menunggumu.

H42

Sudden urge to post....:P

2010-01-30T02:54:00.003+08:00

It's been awhile..... but I could not resist not to post it.....

I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Damn, I said it.... And I mean it...... Wish I could turn back the time.....

H42, who miss you badly....

It's my first post in year 2010....

2010-01-28T00:20:00.004+08:00

I was opening my blog to open my friend's blog and GOOD LORD! The last post was dated back at December 2009 and now it is 2010. So, after reading my friend's blog, well, here I am of course, typing the first post in year 2010 *shame on me*......Anyways, here we go....

Hmm..... where should I start this??? Hmm.... How about year 2010? Since this is already 2010, and we are not supposed to look back too far away. :) *believe me, you did not miss anything ;) * So, year 2010 was started with....well... a cheers! Me, Farid, Chandra, Fimtan, Colin and Edi. We celebrated the very first minute of year 2010 in B15-01. And boy, it was great. And as usual, there were fireworks at every corner of the world.

All of us

One of the fireworks in Sunway Lagoon

Time flew very fast and the fourth day of the year, I had to attend my first summer class. And now, I have finished it! Really, time does flies too fast! Without realizing it, it almost Chinese New Year which is on the very same day with Valentine Day. Wew, what a day with full of love. XD... Speaking of CNY, I will not be in hometown as my parents do not want to celebrate it there. Don't know why, but I guess it is too much hassle. So, I will be in Singapore ( yeah I know how Singapore is during CNY) from 11 to 17 February.

Now, while waiting for exam, beside studying, I have to think quite many things. Let's see where do we start this "things"..... Okay, first. What do I do next after I finish this summer well? Finding job right away? Settling living place in Singapore? Settling student visa here? Sending all my things? Opening bank account? Closing bank account? Getting all the deposit? Geez, I guess I really have to list all of those......

Thinking of those matters, really made me feels....well...blue? or..... sad? hmmmm Don't know. It is just me I guess. Because, after this, we will be separated. I mean, really separated. Everyone is going every direction available in compass. Guess, there is always a meeting up and separation circle uh? Hmph! I feel this is just the way we live our life. Meet up, separate, meet up, separate. It will go and on and on.

Okay! So, that was the sad part. So, what else? Hmmm......This week and next week is gonna be abit busy. I have to settle some house fees as the head of the house is in Palembang and he is gaining weight! Yeah! JK bro. Next is I have to book my ticket to Singapore and of course I have to study for the exam on 9th February. Luckily this subject does not have any bizarre jargon. And it is not that hard either! Hope I could score well and finish Monash for good! Yipppeeee!!!!

Well, I think that's all first for this post. Will update more once I finish my exam...:D...And the last but not the least I want to congratz Chan n Vee.... Wish all the best...;)

H42

Some random wise story

2009-12-06T00:05:00.002+08:00

My dad told me to listen to his story. This is the story.

When God created us and other animals, God asked some animals.
A Buffalo / Cow was asked by God 1st. "I give you 30 years. You have to pull plough for the rest of your life." The animal answered, "Oh please God, I don't want. Just give me 20 years." God then agreed.

Then next animal was Horse. God, again, asked the animal. "I give you 50 years. You have to running around pulling carriage for the rest of you life." The animal answered, "Oh please God, I don't want. Just give me 30 years." God then agreed.

Next is Monkey. God asked the animal. "I give you 30 years. You have to make children happy by dancing and playing with them." Again, the animal protested. "Oh please God, I don't want. Just give me 20 years." God, of course, agreed.

The last animal was Dog. God asked the animal. "I give you 30 years. You have to guard houses for the rest of your life." The animal protested. "Oh please God, I don't want. Just give me 20 years." God again, agreed.

At last, God asked Human. "I give you 20 years. You live just to eat, sleep and doing something happy." Human of course agreed. Human even asked for more. God then said, " I give you the remaining years that the other animals don't want."

There goes all the remaining years. Human when reaches 20 years, has to start doing work under boss like buffalo pulling plough. When 30s, Human will have their own business. But there is a catch. Human has to run around settling the business like running horse. After 20 years, when Human has grandchild, he/she has to doing funny things to make his/her grandchild happy hence like monkey. When reaching 60s, all children are leaving home making the Human staying and guarding home like what God asked dog to.

Hmm.... that was the story. Abit modified as it was told in Hokkien. :D In my humble opinion, the story left quite alot of impression on me. I don't know why but it does reflects human's condition. hehe.....

H42

Some funny reply

2009-11-28T00:37:00.002+08:00

I was abit lonely here in Singapore. It made me remember of things that I wanted to do. So I message people privately and said " I miss uuuuuuuuuuu". Here are the replies.

"err"

"geloo ini org satu"

"miss u too"

"emang ** ngangenin"

"gay x..."

"muach"

well... the last one was kinda not expected. LOL!! Anyhow, when I said that, I really mean it. I wish I could talk to you and share more time with you. :D

H42

Post Exam Refeshing Part 2

2009-11-20T03:14:00.005+08:00

Here we are. Me is typing this during my ~~business~~ trip to Singapore. This the summary of the great Penang trip. Haha. The crews are me, Edi, Vina, Fany, Farid, Jimz, Colin, Aryna, Leo, Nat, Annita, and Mon2.

DAY 1

The very first day of the trip. We went to Aeroline station in Sunway Pyramid at 7 something. It was very early yet everyone seems cannot hold their exitement. The atmosphere of happiness is very thick here. LOL. Anyways, we boarded the bus and started our so-called Penang escapade. :D

When we arrived, me, Nat, Fany and Farid went to airport to rent cars. Yes, carS, We rented 3 cars for 3 days. Here is the crew.

1st car : Farid (D), Jimz (N), Aryna, Colin
2nd car : Vina (D), Edi (N), Me, Fany (2nd D)
3rd car : Nat (D), Leo (N), Ann (2nd D), Mon

Legend: D = Driver, N = Navigator and 2nd D = Second Driver

The first day was spent by getting lost in the town. LOL! We were separated with the 1st car thanks to the complicated traffic in Penang. We had our lunch at 4 after we checked in. Another thing that I have not told you is we had a GPS to guide us around. The funny things was at that day the GPS told us that we arrived at the destination right at the middle of the intersection during our search for the very first food in Penang. We were like "wth??". LOL! That GPS sure helped alot for getting around the town but not to such extent that it helped ALOT. Sometimes it confused us as it has no ability to recognize one way road. You know what I mean. :D

After we had our lunch, we went back to hotel to negotiate where we wanted to go for the 1st night and for the other days. The first dinner is steamboat. The flavor is okay okay. Not that great but i love the grilling part around the pot. :D After we had our dinner, we went to pasar malam. This is the fun part. The searching for parking space. When the 1st and 2nd car got their parking space, we did not get it. So we went around, turned left, turned right, reversed, and at last we got the place. The process was fun but abit scary as the place was abit dark. :D Anyways, it was ordinary pasar malam that you see in pasar malam near Sunway. It is just BIGGER and more crowded. Well, that is for the 1st day. It was a good start of the trip.

DAY 2

The day was started with dimsum at Zim Sum. Well, the name of it explains all. :D Next destination was butterfly farm. Again, the name says it all. There were plethora of butterflies that, well, are flying around us. Took quite alot of photos with butterflies and other sceneries. Next! It is National Park. Can't really remember the name. We also did not make it to the end as the time was running too quickly. :P Instead of going to beach, we went to one of the rest point and we took photos there. After that, we went back and had our lunch. Next destination was Toy Museum. I don't need to explain what it contains. It has damn alot of toys collections in there. Well, they are dusty as well. :P Anyhow, if you are hunting some toys and you can't find it, perhaps, you can find it here. Hmm..... What did we do after that???? Hmmm... Oh! We went back! doh! And after we had our rest, we went out again. This time is Gourney Mall. But we did not have our dinner there. We went to pasar malam near it. The place was big and the food are NICE! Nice in terms of taste and price. I had one fried kwetiaw for 3.5 RM and I had other foods which I could not recall. :P I guess everyone was very full at that time as everyone was eating to the fullest. Back to the mall, we had to face a very jam road and parking lot. Ya, even the parking lot was jammed. Well, I did not want to waste time by sitting and doing nothing. Instead, I went out and snapped others cars. :D Nevertheless, we went back safely and that was our 2nd day.

DAY 3

Another cheap breakfast started our day. This time, we had to go further away. We went to Penang Hill. As the name implies, it was a hill. Luckily we don't need to drive until the top, instead there is a place to sto and we had to purchase tickets for going up there using train. The train moved so slow that somehow it feels abit scary as it was climbing a steep hill. But rest assured, we made it in one piece. :) At the peak, it was windy and humid. It is not a strange thing as the clouds are passing us when there was strong wind. Well, that describes how high we were at that time. The scenery was great.... until the cloud blocked everything. It was very cloudy back there. :( But still, it does not ruin the mood. We took hell alot of photos and went around. After we had enough, we went down (it was as scary as going up XD). Next destination was Kek Lo Si temple. There is a huge bronze Kwan Im statue. We went there and paid respect there. And without knowing, we were back again to hotel for the last night being in Penang. We had curry noodle at road side. But despite of that, the taste was great. Next destination was abit random. We did not know what we should visit so we just went around and in the end we end up in hotel taking photos around it. :D... After we went back, we took photos of all of us and that ended our 3rd day in Penang.

DAY 4

The last day was started with another dim sum breakfast. After that, we went to Peranakan Mansion. It is kinda a museum that holds all the items from past that was once owned by rich man that came from China and married with local woman. He was sure very rich as there was even a private temple and a place for the servants. The furnitures are from foreign and the jewelries are from gold and silver (which I am sure cost a ton at that time). Well, next was another random destination showed in GPS. Well, we did not go until the destination. We just took our photos near the shore ( the destination was near shore) and there! Our lunch in Hainan House. Although the place looked expensive, well, they are not! We left the restaurant in full stomach and did not have to pay too much for that. Next destination which was the last destination is bus station. And boy, the journey to there was hilarious yet so heart pumping. The GPS could not differentiate between highway and ordinary road. Made us so confuse that we even stop in the middle of the intersection this time in a road that full of speedy cars. Damn. Lucky I remembered that we could ask the renter of the cars to fetch the car at where we left for extra charge (of course!) And I suggested them to do so. Lucky the renter was willingly to fetch the cars so we left the cars in the parking lot in bus station. There was the trip. The next destination of course the lovely (as if! :P) Sunway! XD

The bus trip was not that happening. Most of us slept as we had quite a day (thanks to the highway moment). And you know what? The trip was equally fun with Langkawi one. Wish we could have another trip to Redang. Could we? Hoping so.

4 days of fun trip that bonds us tighter than ever. I will really really miss the moment we spent there and including the moment getting around Penang, oh well, I know that is not that enjoyable but I do and I would love getting around Penang with you guys again!! XD

And now I am in Singapore wasting my time waiting for going back to hometown. I can't really enjoy Singapore without you guys maybe because the hype of Penang trip is still not over yet. I want more trips. But I will only meet some of the you on next year and by that time, perhaps I am not Monash Uni student anymore. Which means that I will be getting around Malaysia, Singapore and Pekanbaru alot.....well.. perhaps.... :) Nevertheless, let's enjoy the present time as we never know what will happen in the future. Anyways, let's call it a day. I will always remember every second of the trip. :)

H42

Post Exam Refeshing Part 1

2009-11-15T15:54:00.002+08:00

Well... here it is. The moment that I have been waiting for. The last 3 months holiday that will set me fatter on next semester...... ehem!... I mean next year, I am taking summer class you know. :) Anyways, for quick recap, my score with Monash during this exam is 1-2 for Monash. Damn. I had hard time to study as I was kinda not in the mood to study and...well..... lazy... haha.... Anyhow, I never aim to get high mark so.... be prepare for the worst..... :)

Nevermind about the exam, as it is done so there is nothing I could do. :)

Well, now for the post exam refreshing part. There are quite alot of things planned already but I don't know whether all of those will be done or not. Well, at least we already had refreshing moment yesterday at 14 Nov. 2009. Ya, we went to Genting Highlands. Me, Jimz, CF, Edi, Yustian, Firman, Ameq, Colin and Vee. One word to describe the trip. FUN!. We had crazy moment and took alot of photos although I paid 59 rm and rode 2 or 3 rides as I am abit afraid with my heart so I refrained from riding some heart pumping rides... XD

Anyways, we had to go from outdoor and indoor theme park twice as it was raining twice. Yes, we were having fun at the outdoor, and there was the rain. We moved to indoor theme park. After the rain stopped, we went outside to have some fun again, and there again, another rain. Looks like we were told to have some fun at outdoor and when it was enough, we were "forced" to go to outdoor. Well, at least in indoor theme park we played bumper car. Love it so much. And ferris wheel (two times!!!). :D :D :D.......

Hmmm..... I suddenly lost all my creativity of telling story...... I am lack of idea now... .Damn..... I think I need some inspiration...... Will update later...:D

H42

(photo will need to wait)

EXAM PERIOD

2009-10-30T05:41:00.000+08:00

It is exam period. And I will have my exam on 3, 9 and 13. Now I feel scared and afraid of it. Maybe because I study slowly and too relaxed. Anyhow, I will have my final presentation later on 4 PM. Wish me luck! And good luck for everyone!

H42

Ole Ole Bali Dinner

2009-10-25T02:20:00.003+08:00

It is already a week that me being at 21 years old male that still is learning being an adult. The week was very stressful and full of disappointment. I really want to thank my friends that supported me during it. You are the best!

Anyways, on 24th October, I, CF, and Edi already planned a dinner. A dinner at Ole Ole Bali at Sunway Pyramid. There were 19 people in total. I know. It is HUGE. But everything was going in order. Everyone said the dinner was nice ( I did asked some of them :D). And I am really happy that in that moment, my 21st birthday present is given to me complete with scrapbook. The book contains all memories since Langkawi trip. I REALLY LOVE IT. THANKS EVERYONE! Lucky my tears of joy did not shed...... XD... And the present is ( as I have guessed) a new sandal. :D... My one was transforming into a crocodile that could laugh with me ( well, I did had it sewed... ). No wonder Edi did not ask me to buy a new one anymore. And luckily I have not bought one although I already have a plan. :D.... Again, THANKS ALOT !!!!

After we had our dinner, we went to different places. Some of us went home. Some of us went to Jusco then went home. Left me, Jimz, CF, Edi, Colin, Nat, Ameq, Ann, Vee and Arie. We went to game center and we played until drop. Literally. I was so tired when I arrived to my house. But I had fun. It was a very fun night. Wish there is more in the future. :D

Anyways, pictures speak thousand words. Enjoy! (pictures will be uploaded later)

H42

My 21st Birthday (cont.)

2009-10-17T13:55:00.006+08:00

This is what happenned!!!!!!!!

Okay, can't resist not to post that ~~heart breaking~~ photo. Haha. Anyways, as I told you guys in the last post, I gotta feeling that it's gonna be good tonight...ehem! not tonight, but this morning! Ya! I was waken up by Edi at around 8.45s (according to my watch). When I woke up, I realize that Farid's clock has been turned around for some reason. Hmm.... Suspicious...... And Edi with all his mighty~~bear~~ power, was trying to wake me up...well.. in fact, he was forcing me.... And because of that, I realized. This is the time. The time of judgment. LOL. Not that serious. :P.. and guess what? Farid was putting some make up to my face. Hahaha

So... I was brought around blindfolded ( hmmm... I think blindfolding is kinda trend now uh??) Maybe because of its surprise and mystery element... Who knows? )... I guess to just to made confuse. But I could guess where it will ended up. Ya. As usual, almost all birthday party are held in front of the infamous Sunway Lagoon View. It is so famous that once upon a time, there was so much flour, eggs and many many bread ingredient there and even some plastic rope around the pole (guess that is not for pole dancing.. LOL!! ). Back again, in the end I was un-blindfolded. And voila! There were all Ciken d Gondelz members wishing a happy birthday. After making wishes (yes...wishes!! not wish...get it? :P ) and blow the candles, Ameq, Ann and Vero were putting more make up to my-already-makeup-ed-by-Farid face. Anyways, the main event is another surprise for me. As last year, I was poured with expired milk, guess what, today, it was sweet soy sauce. OMG! I became some bloody dude that has survived harsh fight. LOL!

The rest of it is ordinary birthday party. Taking photos. Cakes. Running around playing cream. Pouring anything that you could pour onto the birthday guy ( the victim? XD ). In the end, I want thank everyone that was there, that willingly to woke up at early hour just for this event. LOL! So... As usual, pictures speak thousand words. Let them do the job!

The voyage to the event..LOL!

The make up process

None of the birthday party that has this background...we are the 1st!!

MON MON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NE NEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Don't pour again!!

Don't hit me!!!

Yeah!! B17-3 rocks!!

Whose hand???

rusuh rusuh!!

Somehow... I like this photo....

H42

You Know What?

2009-10-16T23:45:00.000+08:00

Somehow.....

I got a feeling........

Something is going to happen........

soon.......

H42

21 years being in this world

2009-10-16T02:17:00.006+08:00

Wow... with this post, I am welcoming 21st year living in this very world. I had alot of wishes from all over the world (literally)..haha.. Anyways, I want to thanks all people that wished me from Facebook and by calling me. I really appreciate it that you guys remember my birthday. Hahaha....

Anyways, I want to thank Monash as it is so generous that it gives me 2 more assignments to be dued on next week. 1 project and 1 coding assignment. How generous! Compare with last year, I had my birthday during exam week... Hmm.... Not much different uh? Haha..

And the current moment...I still replying all walls that are still raiding my facebook... haha.... There should be more after sun shows himself...... haha..... until then, I want to say, good night and good luck for everyone!!!

Like last year, this is the 1st picture of me being 21st year old...:D

H42

Quick Info Post

2009-10-08T02:30:00.006+08:00

As the name implies, this post is just some quick info of what happen in these couple days..... And it will be in some short paragraphs...... hence quick info....:P

This morning, I was informed that I can not attend the March 2010 graduation....I will be attending the 13 November 2010 graduation...which means.....another year of waiting.... OMG..

Another thing is, I love my laptop even more now (don't know why).... Thinking to purchase a laptop sleeve and applying some laptop protective stickers

I was planning to extend my passport....and I need............a copy of offer letter....OMG!!!! I am a student for almost 3 years and you still ask me a copy of offer letter to extend my visa??? Who do you think I am?? An illegal immigrant that is pursuing IT degree??

I watched "Where Got Ghost?" today!! I love how Jack Neo trying to make some horror movie with some comedy element in it. Love it! Love the surprise part! Love the holding hand part! LOL!!!

My exam is on 3, 9 and 13 of November 2009. It will end my 6th semester and I have to wait for my summer which will start on January 2010............. which means....2 months of vacuum....2 months of glutonny.....2 months of staying in home doing nothing......2 months of sleeping time....hahaha

And the last but not the least........ There are 8 days left............ before opening a new page of my life....:D

H42

Some catch up post (again)...

2009-10-06T02:02:00.009+08:00

Well.. after a very tiring night, here I am again with some catch up post (again).... Too bad I could not update as quick as the others as I was too busy with my project myself....sigh...Anyways, during mid break, there were many things happenned. Most of them are outing event. I will document some of them that was a major outing.....There were 2 of them. Karaoke and Mid Autumn Festival in SJBA temple.

Karaoke Outing

On the day, we went to TGI Friday to have lunch. I had Jack Daniel Chicken which at the first time I thought this is not gonna make me full. However, I had to erased that thought as it really stuffed up my big tummy. And the chicken tasted really nice. Too bad, the price is, again, hinder me to have this place as a favorite place for lunch or dinner.

Before we went for Karaoke, we went to watch movie. Tsunami in Haeundae. The movie was really nice despite a VERY jumpy plot during the 1st half of the movie. But after the tsunami hit the city, it become abit dramatic and more realistic. I like the idea of the electric pole that eletrocuted all people that are on the water. It is kinda......... scary also. In nut shell, it was a gud movie with alot of message such as being polite with elder.

As the name of the event implies, we, then went to Karaoke and we were 1 big group that went crazy in our room until the staffs told us not to stand on the chair. Yes, they did. The girls. I could not witness it myself as I had to buy movie ticket for my friend. Too bad then.

Anyhow, we had 4 hours of Karaoke that made us danced and sang until run out of voice. LOL!!

After that, at the night we went to Jimz's place to have some kind of small mooncake festival. We even lighted our own lantern.

Let the pictures speak from themselves..:D

Our lunch

The girls

I like Ameq's expression here

See?? All the girls were on the sofa....

Dangdut song, I guess?

Amore n Conflitto, Karaoke Episode??

At Jimz's place

Our lanterns

Lantern Festival at SJBA temple

This is the real lantern festival. Too bad I did not get to light one of those lantern. But I did took quite alot of my friedns holding them. Hmm.... It is enough. :D

Anyways, we arrived there around 7 o'clock and went to Puja. Then after that, I went to help friends that were helping kids having their dinner. And then......... We also had our dinner of course. LOL! And the rest of the event was like last year. Anyways pictures speak thousand words...Enjoy!

Colin's BF...LOL!!

We were helping them having their dinner

And, it's our turn now!!

Tree pose??

The photo of the night!!

My left side...

and the right side...haha

Wenny said she wanted to make this as her profile picture...haha

H42

Monash Ball 2009

2009-09-28T00:55:00.008+08:00

Here it is. The moment when all of us are waiting for. The main event of the month. The event that starts our mid break. The event that ends our week 9 (sigh!!). The event when all of us get dressed and have some fun. It is THE MONASH BALL 2009. It was held in Sunway Resort Ballroom on 25th September 2009, right before the mid break. Right after some assignments dued for some students.

This is what all of us been waiting for. We went to pyramid to get some proper attire that suit its theme which is Vogue which is the name of famous fashion magazine. So it is about fashion now. I had to borrow Edi's shirt for it as I can't find anything suit me. I pair it with my (newly bought) pant and a suit. There I am ready to go. :D

We had our feet stepped on the entrance of Sunway Resort after taking cabs (there were 3 cabs as Tiara people are joining us). As soon as I entered, I saw alot of people wearing suits and dresses. Wow, what a view. I never been into a prom or something like that. And then when the girls arrived, I was wowed by them. They were gorgeous, really gorgeous. I took some photos with each of them. Wee.... I have photos with gorgeous girls... LOL!!

The time was 8.30 PM, we went inside to have some bread. LOL! Seriously, we had to wait again until like around 8.40 PM. We had our appetizer with dance performance. Overall, the performances are okay okay. Not VERY great, but it was good. But I didn't watch the dance as I had to stand up alittle bit to get a complete view on them. Too bad. The one that I really enjoy is stand up comedy. At first, I thought it will be boring or maybe he will insult people. But hey, he was not bad. The jokes were nice. He got his own music and he did some dance which I think it's kinda creative. By the way, the next menu is soup. Wantan soup with chicken broth. The main course is some chicken with some kinda of cake. LOL! I can't remember. The desert was something something with ice cream. :D... Too bad the foods are kinda too exotic for me... They are way too little for my big tummy...hahaha

We took quite a lot of photos. And camera's battery was almost died. Damn. I think I didn't charge it fully. Hmm... I took Shinta's camera instead after that. Thanks alot Shin. There were alot photos in stairs. The stairs of memory for everyone. Haha....

Anyways, let the photos speak for themselves...:D :D :D

All the boys

The Appetizer

The Soup

The Main Course

The Desert

Roommates

6 buddies...:D

One of my favorite photo.....Taken by Edi

All of us, minus CF (taking photo), Fany and Jane

All the girls except Jane n Fany

H42

Some crazy idea of celebrating birthday

2009-09-26T03:06:00.003+08:00

Those photos are snapped during my walk to Orange. From far away, the car looked like being "bullied" by Ah Long because its owner cannot pay loan. But the truth is, it was a birthday card. It has a very ugly and hairy girl with a real bra and panty on the front of the car. They also did not forget the back number plate. They stick a notice said that the owner is gay and put a number there. I wonder whose number it is. To be exact, here are the photos.

I know it is temptating to know what they wrote, but i don't feel like to expose it here...ahahha

The back number plate

So in conclusion, I don't really like the idea. But somehow, i think this is kinda unique and creative. LOL!

OK lah, got to sleep now. I will be posting about Monash Ball on the next post.

H42

Catching Up Blog (Warning! Bunch of photos!)

2009-09-21T11:42:00.009+08:00

Well, this is it. This post is typed during my ~~business~~ visit to Singapore. Some of them are typed during the bus trip and some of them are typed in the room...well... in the middle of the night. Hahahah... This post will contains all things regardings trips and birthdays that happenned during the last post until now. Let's start with Rifin's Kidnapping. :D

Rifin Bdae

It was on 6th September 2009. It was a sunny day (not like today's weather...raining days :( ). After finishing our Sunday Puja, me, MingHan, Erica, Chandra, Shinta, Jimz, Edi, Colin, Alex, Arie who have planned the surprise party, did our role. Some of us went to Medan as if they are going to have lunch. Some are going back with variety of reasons and the best of all is MingHan part which is to ask Rifin to have some quick meeting regarding Malacca trip. After that, we went to separate way according to plan. After I went back to take camera, me, Arie, Shinta, Erica, Chandra went to Sunway College foyer to kidnap Rifin.

This is some "cropped" conversation.
Alex: Rifin, we want to kidnap you now!
Rifin: eh?? what???

There goes Rifin's freedom, being kidnapped by his trusty friends. hahahhaha

Anyways, we blindfolded him, then we escort him to MingHan's car to transport him to pyramid. Too bad Rifin is too smart to be fooled. He knows he is in pyramid just by parking lot smell. Too bad...hahaha... but we did fooled him by taking him around pyramid blindfoldedly with every pair of eyes staring at us. LOL...wat an embarassing moment...We escort him to Tony Romas still blindfolded and he is trying to guess where he was. Too bad now he can't outsmart us as we took him around and i guess that confuse him as he can't really guess the restaurant. LOL. Anyways, obviously in the end we gave him freedom again. And he was kinda surprised that the finish point is at Tony Romas. To be honest, it is the 1st time of me eating there. And the foods are not bad. Just the price hinders me eating there...:)

See how helpless he was? LOL!

The cake

Apparently all ppl are trying the tie

Here is the happy couple!!

Here is the robber and kidnapper...:D

Hard Gay Style!! LOL!

All of us....Shinta took the photo

Monica's Bdae

7th day of 9th month of year 2009, 20 years ago, a girl was born and named Monica Halim. :D Another birthday that we have planned since 1 week before the execution. Too bad we did not bring Monica to the field as we planned. But we did made her surprised by appearing in front of her, take note that she was blindfolded..... Hmm... this kinda make me wonders, blindfolding kinda becomes trend uh??? LOL!! Anyways, let the photos speak for themselves.

The birthday girl

Heavy Machine Gun Crutch-Style!!!

Vina should pose like the others not sleeping....:D

Some of the participants

The proposal?

Did she win?

The present

All of us!!

Colin's Bdae

Well, this is another major surprise party because we did it in the uni. Yes, we did those banner and bring it to uni just to celebrate your birthday colin!! :D Btw, the date is 11th September 2009.

There are many things happen during the planning including some changes in the plan from sunway hospital and end up to uni and which bridge we should celebrate. Ya, we hanged the banner at the bridge connecting building 3 and building 9. Thanks to Edi and Farid that helped in brainstorming during the planning. We should do it again for other's bdae. It was fun. LOL... And alot of kudos to Edi, Ameq, Annita and Nat that helped us to make sure Colin went to main gate at the right time. Anyways, let the photos speak for themselves as visual speaks more than descriptive words.

The process of calling Colin

They were down there...hahaha

Her with the cake and the banner

Colin the Star of the Day!

owww~~

Uncle is trying to eat giant cake~

dilemma?

small child is trying her best to surprise mommy LOL

Whereever he is, whenever it is, HEAVY MACHINE GUN, CRUTCH-STYLE!! LOL!

2 stairs guardians of 3rd floor lab...haha

Malacca Trip

One of the main event of the month. It took 2 days of my life, 12 and 13 September 2009. I love the trip. At the day we arrived, we had chicken rice ball as our lunch. Well, it is not that heavenly good but it is quite okay and it is quite a unique way to eat chicken rice. LOL!!

We stayed at temple dormitory which was so hot that everybody slept topless...well...not everybody though.... but the feeling of togetherness that makes me feel so comfortable. And the amazing race (which my group won, thanks to Carmen, Jeremy, Jason, Hendrik, and Jo) is new experience to me. The purpose of the game that I could take is cooperation, togetherness, being smart in doing things, trust and ask if we are clueless. At the start of the race, we discuss together where we should go 1st. After that, we went to ask some people that we think might know the place. And we found tourist centre at the start of the race. Well, because there is no rules that we are not supposed to ask the centre, we went there, ask couple questions and grabbed the map of the area. That map really helped alot as it has the key location numberred and marked. Other thing that I notice is the cendhol challenge. It was Carmen that ask whether it can be "tabao" a.k.a. take away. And we could! And I tell you, it really reduced the time taken to eat it inside the stall, we could enjoy the drink while walking searching for the other checkpoint. And I still can't hold myself not to tell that in my junior high school I learned Arab Melayu. I thought that would be useless in the future. Well, at least it helped in the race. There are some Arabian word at one of the 5 great heros tomb. It was Makam Hang Kesturi. It helped us confirm that it is the checkpoint. Oh ya the last but not the least, the last challenge. I was blindfolded and had Hendrik to guide my way. Well, although I don't know him much, but I told him this, "Hendrik, u guide me, and tell me all the stairs. I trust you." And we did it. He really guide me well and I really put my trust to him so that I didn't get distracted by other voices. :D At the night of the day, we went to Jonker street and have Sate Celup as our "early supper". LOL. THe sate celup was okay and I wish there are more things to be celupped... LOL!! The jonker street was also amusing. Too bad because of the time constraint, we got to go before looking at everything.

The next day, it was started with a cold shower that I, surprisingly, miss. Maybe because I had to take it everyday at hometown. It felt like I am back to my home sweet home. And after that, we went around the kampung and then we went to sunday school in front of the temple. This is the 1st time for me being in sunday school and it had different way of puja session. Anyways, after that, we had sharing session and then went lunch. We had yong to fu as lunch. It was quite okay but not really good. :D... The trip was ended by everyone sleeping in the bus on the way back :D

Can't speak, hear, and see....

Behold! Malacca Sushi.. :D

Our group member

Wao! Awesome!!!

The Statue of St. Francis Xavier

Jonker Street

Sate Celup

How come a bear is scare of a lion?

CF's Bdae

Wow, 1 month before mine. We planned this quite fast compared with colin's and rifin's. Maybe it was caused by it was on weekday and we had to go to Tiara to celebrate it. But overall, it was quite success. Too bad Chandra is too smart to be outsmart by us. LOL!! He notices there are something different and he noticed that we were hiding in the kitchen. Despite of that, we had a great dinner at Tian Tian Lai. Hmm.... from this event, I can guess that the ideas of celebrating people's bdae are alot.From being crazy to being normal or even celebrate it later than the birthday date. Hmm... I wonder what will be for mine......

The situation of the car

Gan pei!!!!!!!!!!!

the cake

gan pei!!!!

devil with chopstick horn

Their table after the meal

2 stabs to....err...well.... breasts...haha

our table after the meal

twin??

Kiara Trip

Okay... this trip was kinda funny. It was originally planned as jogging trip but ended up as photo session trip. We got crazy and we snapped a hell lot of pictures. Me myself, snapped almost 250 photos in that almost 3 hours trip. I heards shinta's photo is 1.5 gb. OMG!! Wat a narcism. Hahahaha.... Anyway, we went there by using cars. 1 by MingHan and the other by Lung. Lung drove his friend's car. The day was rainy so we didn't really run well, at least for me, shinta and colin. Annita, MingHan, Jimz, Edi, CF and Lung ran and get wet....especially Jimz which was super wet..LOL!!

We snapped quite alot of crazy photos. Dancing in the rain, checked. Being some weirdos, checked. Some cool effect photo, checked. Controversional photos, checked!!! LOL!!! I wish I had one controversional photo. Next trip, if i have chance, I will get one. Anyways, it was really fun and kinda released me from the stress.

Our car crews.... Ann was behind me

Colin was sleeping after we had our breakfast...LOL!

1st crazy photo for the day

Ann, the umbrella girl...

F4 wannabe...hahaha

The lost boy is confuse....XD

Waltz in the Middle of Rain

Guess what he is impersonating

A KICK TO THE CROTCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

looks like kindergarden kids playing trains

another proposal

The expression FTW

Chan got couple kick to the crotch that day

Shinta just can't leave the pole...lol!

Another good expression by jimz

Singapore Trip

20 September 2009

And now, here I am. Typing previos blogs since being in the bus until now waiting for my parent and sister while drinking starbucks. (13 freaking bucks....OMG) LOL! Too bad there is no free WiFi like the usual Starbucks. I have to register and have Singapore local number which I don't. Doh! To be note that, me being in Singapore does not mean that I don't have to my project. I just finished some part of my project while I was in the bus. Yes, I had to rush it even I am in the bus. I am afraid I don't have time to do it because I have to accompany my parent later. And you know what? I really miss them!!! And I will meet them shortly.... OMG!!! Can't wait any longer...:D....btw... suddenly I miss my friend..... LOL!!! Not even 24 hours I said take care to Farid and sms-ed some of my friends.
--------AFTER 25 MINS-------------

Damn! There are sure alot of people in the imigration. They are still stuck there..... Guess Mayb those people from the SuperStar Virgo??? I saw one docking when I arrived. :)

At last meet up with them. They don't change much. And as usual, my dad will ask me to go have something to eat. LOL!!

21 Sept 2009
I am online in some kopi tiam in Chinatown. I wish next time around, it's me and friends that are sitting here chit chatting...:D :D :D

10.00PM After almost finishing my 1st day in Spore, I just realized that I aldy eat too much...LOL!!!! Anyways, I went to inet cafe today. It was quite pack as today is public holiday. But the one that made me disappointed is the way the kids there talk and act. There were so many Kitkat pack at my comp made my hand smells chocolate. They are also very foul mouth while playing game. They swear when they start, they swear when they shot their enemies, and they swear when they died....... OMG...How come kids that are not even bigger than my sis, swear so much only in gaming? How about when they are already big and going to work in society??? Even me, felt so disturbed by the way they talked and how the internet cafe owner didn't warn them. Yes, the owner just let them swear the way they like. Wat an uneducated old man. Sigh....

22 SEPT 2009
2.06 AM
Well...here I am again! Doing project with only laptop light and hungry stomach. Damn! My eyes are quite in pain now and my body is kinda shivering considering how cold the room is thanks to the air cond and ceiling fan. Hmm... I think I want to turn the fan off. It's too cold man!! LOL!! Anyhow, I just realized that I still need to rush my IFM assignment that due on Friday!! Oh no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (screaming in silent) ARRRRRGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!

23 SEPT 2009
18.25 PM
Here I come Malaysia!!! Well, kinda abit late saying that as I am in Malaysia now with a very shaky bus. Well... ya, the bus is shaking like hell and I don't know what happen to it. Hmm.... I wonder... Anyway, met up with Yessy. Yay! Got somebody to share the taxi fare. She is also staying at block B 17th floor. Wow, how lucky I am.

:D :D :D

So, from my trip to Singapore now, there are couple things that I noticed,
1. Singapore is a contruction city (LOL!!) beside fine city. Ya, everytime I went there, I keep seeing construction sites. And there are quite alot now considering F1 being held there and a very big casino is to be open there ( can't really remember the name either its location). However, it does not really bother me (well.... exclude the dust generated from the machine), but one thing that bother me is, the construction note. Ya, 1st thing I notice is that note. Well what else the construction site note could say beside apologizing? Well, in my hometown, they just apologize, but in singapore and malaysia there is more things there such as, "we build for a better service for you". Somehow, I feel it's better to say that compare than just apologizing. Well, that is my opinion. :D

2. This is in Chinatown. One thing that I notice is, there are less game stores and there are more adult shop. Ya. ADULT SHOP in Chinatown. I spotted 3 of them in Chinatown. That......is kinda surprising. Because for your information, Chinatown is kinda like a cultural and old face of Singapore. There are ALOT of elder and old building. There is even a place that is made specially for eldery for playing chinese chess. Back to the topic. It's kinda surprising to see those kind of shop in Chinatown. Anyhow, maybe they spotted that people there are abit desperate??? LOL.. no offence but it is kinda irony if u ask me.

3. Another thing is there are more and more stall that provide mole removal, tatoo and such. I had some of them removed this morning, thanks to my mom that said those are unlucky moles according to feng shui. Hmm....let's see then...:D

19.01 PM
Just finished my dinner. 2 times Aeroline, 2 times chicken rice. SWT!!! The 1st trip is from Chicken Rice Shop, this one is from Al-Meen Shop (something like that). The 2nd one is kinda unique. The rice is almond or some nut rice. But it tastes nice. :D Wow, what a red sky. I love the situation here. Looking at the sky getting darker, listening to light music, typing something, and in a moving car. LOL!!! Maybe it will be nicer if I have a cup of coffee. ~~Too bad the crew don't ask about it~~ . Wao, she just asked and I asked for a cup of coffee. Weee!!! What a perfect evening. :D *playing Haven't Met You Yet by Michael Buble* Damn I really think I should escape again some time in the future to get some peaceful feeling like this. *Here come my coffee + a slice of cake!!! weee!!!* One thing that made this a little bit uncomfortable is the bus is kinda shaky....

20.00 PM
Done with my coffee....watching Evan Almighty. The movie is nice...Love the quote from the movie. "Let me ask you something. If someone prays for patience, you think God gives them patience? Or does he give them the opportunity to be patient? If he prayed for courage, does God give him courage, or does he give him opportunities to be courageous? If someone prayed for the family to be closer, do you think God zaps them with warm fuzzy feelings, or does he give them opportunities to love each other?" Love the quote very much!! Hahaha

Some photos from the trip~~~

While waiting for them

With my ~~cute~~ sis

Another picture of her

This is what i brought for her

Waterloo Street......well... famous of its temple

This area is where I stay...not here tho, this picture is ppl's park complex, I am staying at it's opposite, ppl's park center...:D

24 SEPT 2009
12.35 AM
Welcome to real life, Har! Got to do assignment and have another month of lack of sleep time...Hahaha... time to upload photos, trimming the post here and there, then publish! LOL!

2.13 AM
Okay la, finished trimming the blog, uploading photos, and now want to go sleep ...Got class at 9 AM...:D

H42

Next Trip

2009-09-20T02:51:00.000+08:00

Will be in Singapore in less than 14 hours..... Gotta meet up with parent and sist.....Cant really wait...:D

Hope to update the blog again after the trip...:)

H42

No Mood Some other thoughts....

2009-09-19T02:15:00.003+08:00

I have no mood to update my blog.....period....thanks to project.....

Enough said.....Nite

H42

On second thought, I think I want to update it a little bit. With sitting on my bed and having my back againts the wall, I could see 2 peaceful faces......well... u know what i mean....:D..... ( i wonder how come the room is cool??? LOL...Usually it is not as cool as this...)

Anyways, well, as you can see, hmm...after typing alit bit, I think it is not appropriate to show it here. So I decided to keep it myself.....

Hmm...After thinking abit, I think I forgot what I want to say...LOL!!!..... After changing my sitting position... I think I really forgot what I want to say....hahahahha

HUAMP~~!!!! Okay la...I think I just go sleep....

H42

*********************UPDATE*********************
For a second, I think I saw somebody was smiling.....:D

tears are not tobe shed for nothing

2009-09-11T02:52:00.002+08:00

Well, I want to apologize for the promise in the last post that state that next post will be photos post, well, that will be posponed for the next one. Anyways, this post is kinda just some ideas that popping out from in my mind, so it could be a messy post.... :D

Well, from the title, it suggests that there is some kind of tears shedding topic in this post. Ya, I admit that. And I want to admit that I really scare or rather uncomfortable with tears (ppl crying) and dun even mention about tears that are dropping in front me (I am looking at one's crying).... Hmm.... Since my high school, I realize that I really don't like seeing somebody's crying. Well, it is not that i hate it, but I just feel that I am helpless that I could not help. And how I wish that I could help. For example: one of my friend that is still studying at far South from Sunway. She was crying in the phone when sharing with me. Me that was so afraid of tears esp. girl's felt so helpless that could not help her or at least could rub her tears away. All I can do is just listening to her pour all of her feeling and..well..tears... :(..... That is enough to make so panic that I don't know what to do. And again, don't mention me looking at her crying.

Although I don't againts crying over sadness, sometimes tears are not to be shed for nothing. Well, I know that it is because of sadness. But sometimes that sadness was not supposed to be happenned. What I want to say here is that when shedding tears are okay, but those tears are not supposed to be shed for something that is not worth it. It does not worth it you know? Because in my point of view, tears are precious. LOL.....

Despite me talking about againts cry over something that does not worth it, it is normal for us to cry over sadness or some other things. In fact, maybe it is the only way to cease our pain and sadness. And you know what? It is not a shame for shedding tears over some pain or sadness.

Hmm.... I feel like I am talking with 2 different sides...LOL..... Got to improve my writing skill. Anyways, that's what is in my mind right now. Told you that it will be mostly some random ideas that come our from my mind.... So, anything wrong, pardon me. But those are from my point of view. :D

Okay la, so gotta sleep for now as later got class at 10. :D
Nite guys and girls...

H42

Catching somebody's smile??

2009-09-05T02:51:00.004+08:00

Hey, another post during early morning. Yeah, it is almost 3 AM here. And it is already 7th week of Monash. Oh no, I wish I had more time to do my assignment. Starting next week, I have to due 1 assignment for each week. Gosh, I don't even finish half of the assignment for next week!!

Anyway, nothing beats the schedule of this month. I have Melaka trip, Singapore trip and the last but not the least is Prom Night. Woohoo.... My first formal prom night..... (well, I skipped CIMP Prom Night FYI =( )... So be prepared for some posts with plethora of photos. I love taking photos. Hahaha....Although I have a standard camera but I am proud of it, as it has taken alot of people's expression esp. their smiles. :D... maybe because smile is a curve that set everything straight??? LOL... ( the quote is from my friend, cant remember when). And somehow today I feel like want taking some photos. Photos that contain your smile. Smile that could brighten the day as if the smile is the sun itself....(wow.... How could i??? LOL..)

ehem ehem..... :D

Anyways, maybe some of you could guess, Melaka trip is from 'Tarabuddy event, and obviously Prom is from Monash. Now, Singapore trip??? Well, I was informed by my parent that they will be there at 20 Sept. And they ask me to come as on 21 and 22 is holiday and on 23 which is Wed, I have no class. So, why not? I decided to book Aeroline ticket from Sunway to Singapore. And you know wat? I can't wait to meet them and my sister. Yes, she is coming as well. Expect some brotherhood and sisterhood photos. LOL.

Well, before that, I have to overcome some assignments. Sigh. Wat a life. I feel that this semester is one of the worst semester ever. On the early weeks, I felt guilty and embarassed because of the failure. Now, I feel useless as I can't really do my assignment. Sigh....
hmmm.....
hmmmmmm....

Enough with the feeling paragraph. hahaha

Now, gotta sleep to gather some energy before having busy weekend. I promise, there will be some photos in next post. ;)

H42

75th post.....a (very) late post....

2009-08-20T01:03:00.011+08:00

Well, this is my 75th post, and I don't really know what I should type as all the events are quite late already. Anyways, for the sake of updating blog, let me update you what happen 20 days after the desperate post. LOL....

First thing first. I bought a laptop. Yes, it is Asus F81SE. Althought the specs is not the one that I wished, it is enough for me. The only regret is I didn't buy it during PC Fair on the 1st week of this month :(... The laptop still have not been assigned to be my daily buddy although I am trying to maintain it step by step and hopefully by the time in the future, it is capable to become my daily buddy who shares my happiness and my sadness. :D.....

My precious~~

Next is one of the best event of the month (or perhaps this semester? ). It is the FRIM trip. The trip is arranged by Sunway Buddhist Society and I tell you, the participants are alot. There were 80 people that joined and half of them are from 'TaraBuddy which makes me wondering how we get so many people even before SBS make the poster for the event (yes, the poster about the trip). Those 80 people were divided into 10 groups which has their own leader to make sure no one gets lost in, well, forest. :D.. I am with Colin's group which we agreed to call it as SEXY GROUP. The group consists of me, Colin, CF, Chen, Meme, Erna, Erni, Edi, Ming Han, and Erica.

Sexy Group

After we had like 1 hour, we arrived there. We were welcomed by the tall trees, green grass, and fresh air (except some part where ignorant people smoke, sigh, they just waste one of the gift from nature). We then were divided into 2 groups of 40 and there we go to the forest (the other group went to the canopy walkway btw). During the jungle trekking, we had 1 guide to explain about the forest and sharing his knowledge about some trees in FRIM. And I tell you, there are alot of things that still makes me in awe although i know some of the facts. Nature never stop surprise me. :D

After the tiring jungle trekking, we straight went to canopy walkway. And it was more tiring. We had to climb a steep stairs or should i say, natural stairs that are slippery and very narrow? hehe. But the tireness was not my concern anymore as I was enjoying how natural the forest is, how fresh the air is and how calm the forest is. And in the canopy walkway, we had to walk passing the forest using a hanging bridge that is as narrow as a 30 cm ruler. I was quite scare during the half end of each bridge although at the first half I was quite confident that I won't feel scared or anything. Guess, sometimes I like to bluff to myself eh? :P

At the end of the walkway, we were resting at the waterfall area waiting for the other group to continue our journey. Well, the waterfall here is not the "waterfall" that you imagine. It is more like miniature waterfall. haha. Anyways, we finished our journey with very tired expression but I can see that everyone was satisfied with it. After we had lunch, we had closing speech from Jimmy Goh (head of SBS) and ~~Hartanto~~ Hartono (head of 'TaraBuddy).

Happy Family..:D

Female of Sexy Group

was experimenting with color...haha

look how tall the bamboos are!!

Palembang ppl pointing to Palembang tree...LOL

one of the top layer

again, another happy family

some drops of water could save!!

mami is hugging nenek...LOL

Well, the day was not ended after we went home. At night we went to movie to watch G.I. Joe. My impression is the movie did awed me with the effect although not as much as Transformer 2 did. The movie is quite nice although the plot was moving quite fast. So, make sure you pay attention althought if you get the big idea, it is more than enough. After all, it is an action movie not drama or some documentary movie.

After we finished, we had another plan. The plan that was planned so well that the victim was so eager what we had planned for him. Too bad that his over-eagerness make me feel bad as he was quite bad mood during the planning days. LOL. The victim was EDI SUDIANTO~~!!!! LOL. His birthday was on 13th August, but we decided to celebrate it at 15th August in Starbucks Sunway Pyramid. Let the pictures tell the story. :D

big thanks to Vina, Fany and Irlany for decorating it...:D

=_= (O_O)

The victim!!

The key as he is now 21 years old

Acting as a keyblade owner...LOL

Anyways, Farid had an accident on 14th August. His foot was swollen so big that he had to use crutch (fiuh...after 10 minutes of searching the terms). ~~He fractured one of his foot bone and had to be plastered (??? any suitable terms?)~~ He had fractures his 5th metatarsal and had to have it cased for 3 weeks and he was prohibited from playing basket for 3 months. Anyways, get well soon my friend. :)

Fiuh, look how many words I have typed. Guess it will become one of the longest blog although Langkawi and Jakarta Bandung trip still at the top. It is all because I was to lazy to update it. Thanks to my project and my assignments. I have 2 assignments that I don't even know how or where to start it. And what make the situation worse is the project. We are approaching the deadlock where me and my partner don't even know how to solve the problem. Hope we could get some idea after we take some break to do other assignments.

Anyways, after having break, queuing songs in my Winamp, guess I should call it a day and start to upload photo or I will sleep again at 3 AM. Got class at 12 and I think I am gonna have lunch with Lung before class. :D... okay la, see you guys at the next post which is hopefully not in another very late post. :D

H42

Another untitled post

2009-07-31T03:27:00.002+08:00

I hates being like this but I can't do anything

I want to cry but I can't

I want to love but I can't

I want to hate but I can't

I want to be angry but I can't

I want to be sad but I can't

I am jealous but I don't want to admit it

I am stress but I don't know how to cope it

In conclusion, I am just human that is still learning the way of life.....

H42

Hate post

2009-07-31T02:52:00.003+08:00

It is almost the end of 2nd week of 6th semester in Monash. The time left for me before the exams is approx. 11 weeks. But it will be the longest or maybe the shortest 11 weeks in my life. Currently I am having extremely difficult situation (HQ HQ, Mayday Mayday, we have a situation here!!!). It is my final year project. After we thought that we are going to do fine, we just realized we got to do it in Object Oriented programming. I HATE IT. REALLY. I don't know why I hate that. I just hate it. Maybe because I am not good in Java therefore I hate it. I have to recode everything and I am going to be late according to the schedule....

And in addition of that, I still have not touched any of other assignments. This FYP sure sapped alot of my time, effort, sleep, rest, happiness and much more! I wish by the time I finished this, I am not crazy or something. Oh gosh, I wish I got someone to dump EVERYTHING. Well, not literally of course. LOL.

It's 3 AM already. I am gonna have class at 10 AM. I wonder if I could attend it. I have to recode my FYP. Because I am not really good in this, I got to read quite alot. And I tell you, when I want to read, there is always some disturbances. And 1 more thing, I hate myself that is easy to be affected by people's words. Well, maybe I just too stubborn and I just hate being manipulated by people. I like to have it my way (sounds familiar eh??? LOL). Maybe that is why I hate groupwork or groupstudy. Well, guess it is just me being too stubborn. :P

Hmm..... What happen to my post???? I didn't intend to post something like this... LOL... Anyhow despite those stressful moment of my life, I am really looking forward to jungle trekking. It is my 1st jungle trekking and canopy walk although the one I did in Langkawi can be considered as it. LOL.

After staring the monitor like......... 10 minutes....... I feel that i am sleepy. LOL. Too bad I got things to read. Sigh....Anyhow, let's hit the publish post button....:P........ gotta crash bed around 4 am....

H42

Continued.....

2009-07-17T17:44:00.002+08:00

Went to Monash Uni to ask for the special consideration.....

It was a NO....

Lecturer aldy tried her best to uplift my score......

And I left with a disappointment.....

What's more is that I actually screwed up 2 of my exams....

Now, its too late to regret...

No point to regret...

The only way is to learn thru it and fix it this sem.....

So.... well.... this mayb gonna be my hardest semester.....

Failure is not an option.........

H42

Friday, 17th July 2009 12.23 AM

2009-07-17T00:11:00.003+08:00

Received my result...

My heart was stopped for pico second......

I saw an N there.......

Well...I was kinda expecting that, but I don't expect the feeling will be too overhelming to be handled....

Now, I am hoping to get a special consideration for it.....

Now, I am hoping to be able to look forward with straight head....

Now, I know the feeling of failure....

I want to thank everyone that support me..............

H42

Holiday!!

2009-07-01T03:15:00.004+08:00

At last, here it comes, the so called well-deserved holiday. I had a bad day with the 1st and the last exam and wishing for the best for them. LOL. Luckily I am okay with the 2nd one. In fact I was wishing that the 2nd one will be our last so that our exam period will be ended with happy ending. :D... too bad real life is not that as easy as walking in the park. :P

Anyways, what is done is done and let's look forward to next semester. And I am looking forward to my 3 weeks holiday starting today, 1st July. It was started on 26th June by Annita's lunch to celebrate her birthday. Thanks Ann, like the lunch. Snapped hell lot of picture for 2 hour event. And on the same day, we had farewell dinner with Tina and Steffi. They will be leaving to Australia to continue their study there. I wish u a very good luck there my 2 pretty girl XD XD XD....and the day was ended by watching Transformers 2. I recommend readers to watch the movie. In my opinion, this movie is the best movie of the month for me. :D

ameq is furious!!! XD

Boys with Ann

gorgeous....XD

Girls with Ann

me.... wanna eat the faraway oily meat..XD

Leo with boys..:D...

long exposure break shot...

with Steffi and Tina...:D

hmmmm....

On 27th to 30th, we went to various places with less and less members. LOL. In the end left us 3, me , Jimz and FimTan. Too bad FimTan will be going back as well on 4th July on the morning. Thus left 2 of us. And I have to start to think about my Final Year Project. Got to start it earlier so that I will not have to squezee it with the other assignments on next semester. :(... Got no choice as it is going to be my last semester in Monash University. Anyways, I think I am addicted again with Initial D Arcade although it is not until I want to purchase the card. The card cost freaking 16 RM. Now, that what I called as expensive. :D

So for now, I think I will have some well deserved holiday and put the project aside. And I am very happy now despite the project. Don't know why, but I am just happy. There is no reason needed to smile or being happy. :D... So, for todays menu, gonna go karaoke with Julie cs and watch Ice Age 3 in 3D. Hope it is worth the money. :D

Btw, yesterday, I broke my glasses. It was 2.5 years old. T_T... I really wish to get the same model again, but I don't think my parents and friends allow it. So, on that day, I went to pyramid to order another one. Will post the photo ASAP. For the other photos, I will post them tomorrow. :D

my precious~~~~

now in pieces....T_T

Okay la, gotta sleep for now. :D

H42

********UPDATE********

It has arrived!! My new glasses.... Schwarzenbach.... fiuh...... but there is one thing, when I am wearing it, I feel dizzy...got to bring it to pyramid to be calibrated again, this time based on my old glasses...:D

my brand new spanking glasses...XD

Just another random post during exam period....

2009-06-20T01:57:00.005+08:00

Saw alot of friend's blogs are updated, as I do not want to be left behind, here I am! Updating the blog with some ~~crap~~ post. XD

In less than 1 week, I am gonna have my holiday.........
.......

Some random guy/girl: errrr.......wait, Har, why are you talking about holiday? Aren't you having exams now?
Har: errrr..... Yes..... Why?
Some random guy/girl: Then go study then... Why are u still bothering updating your blog?
Har: hmmm.... well...because I am thinking abour holiday???? XD
Some random guy/girl: What? It is still 1 week away!! You still have 2 (two, dua, er, ning) freaking hard exams!! And here you still daydreaming about your holiday?????
Har: errr..... ya.....
Some random guy/girl: Ya somemore!!
Har: ya.....
Some random guy/girl: YA SOMEMORE AGAIN!!
Har: YA!!!!!
Some random guy/girl: ...............

Too bad... Looks like Har won. XD
Anyways, lets continue. What am I gonna write again? (Some random guy/girl: Exam!!!) Oh ya.... exam! So, my exam this time is not that easy either. Had my 1st exam on 17th and I was totally destroyed by it......(Some random guy/girl: eh? are you sure? Did you delete "was" and "by" from the sentence???? Har: no... look at it carefully!! XD)

Anyways, I am gonna have another one on 22nd and the third one on 25th. The preparation for my second exam is horrible or was it horibble? Haha.. The unit needs to be understood and does not need memorizing. It should be a bless for me who hate memorizing more than programming. Haha. FYI, I am moving very slowly from lecture to lecture only to find that I had to refer to the 1st lecture to reread again because I do not freaking understand the thing. :( :( :(......Anyhow, I have to finish this... so..... well..... good luck for me!! (geez... took me 1 minute to figure how to end this paragraph)...XD

The third one or the last one hopefully will not as hard as the 1st one although I am not betting 1000 RM on it. XD It is still a memorizing subject, but it is FUN. I love the subject although I snored in the class throughout the semester. XD Anyways, gonna review it ASAP after I am done with the 2nd exam.

Hmm..... wait a minute.... Should not I talking about holiday instead of exam???? (Some random guy/girl: *giggled*) Okay, so for holiday, I am gonna stay and not going back to hometown...... well thats all for now. XD

Oya, just now, surfed (haha, I used word "surf".... should use "browse") around my blog and reading all the old posts, man, Langkawi's trip still one of my fav. :D Well, it is not that frequent you see me clicking the Older Post link in the blog to read my whole 69 posts. I was quite moody today and ther are alot of things coming our in my head. Some of them are:

Is it okay for being so good and generous?
Is it okay for having so much patience that even one of my best friend told me that I have TONS of it???

It keeps bothering me and I found one of my favorite line that was forgotten in my surfing (again...should use browse...XD)

It does not worth it, you know?

I straight remembered and realized that it does not worth it to worry about it. Ya, I am myself. Too bad that I let those things polluting my brain for whole day..... :(.... Anyways, thats all for todays post. Honestly, I was planning to post the alit bit only and once I started typing it, it is a whole different thing. XD... Okay, so good luck for everyone... and have a well deserved holidays for those who have finished it.

H42

Freezing......

2009-06-15T22:18:00.001+08:00

Freezing......It's a freezing post. Library nowadays sure is very freezing. I am freezing until my hands are all numb..... Well, gotta go study again in freezing mode.......

Freezing H42

BBQ Party 7th June 2009...

2009-06-09T02:21:00.006+08:00

I had a very fun BBQ dinner last Sunday. It was the first time I am having a BBQ dinner. And as you can guess, I snapped A LOT of photos and I mean really alot. I snapped 310 photos for a 2 hour event. XD. What a record. The most photos I snapped before was during Langkawi trip. LOL. Anyways, the dinner had to be ended because there was light rain.

By the way, did I mention who was the event organizer? It was organized by *proudly present* Mr Leo. He threw the idea of having BBQ dinner as he will be leaving us next semester to continue his study in Australia. Anyways let the photos speak for themselves! :D
smoky sausages

Waiting~~

Apprantly somebody needs to chill his mouth as hot food is burning inside it :D

Okay, this is another one...:D

Well, not for this one...XD

Jai ho!! kinda...:D

Colin, Irlany and Fany...Colin looked enjoying BBQ-ing :D

4 girls.. :D

All the participants

Edi looks drunk while Farid is like "Bring it on! 1 more!"

Ameq and Nat

One of the expression of the week.... hm? of course the small one...XD

yeah...Mr Leo is ready for winter well.. at least for the top......XD

expression of the week!!

waaaaaaaaa.......

H42

Untitled....

2009-06-03T04:08:00.002+08:00

Time is 4.53 AM now. Looking at the monitor with sleepy eyes and cloudy brain. I can not think clearly what I want to post although I am typing right now. These words that you read are all spontaneus from my mind. LOL. I have couple days before exam which will start next week. However, mine will only start on 17 then will be finished on 25th June. I wish everyone a very good luck and hoping that you guys will have a well deserved holiday after that.

Time is 4.58 AM now. Thinking about words that should be typed here but none of them are suitable to be typed and published here. Brain is working as hard as it could while ears are listening to some old songs that brings alot of memories. Fingers are too itchy to wait for some words from brain. They wish that their headquarters to work faster and send them works to be typed. Too bad that their headquarter are now in 10% effectiveness in producing words and commands.

Time is 5.01 AM now. The headquarter is still struggling to get some words and commands to be sent to fingers to be typed. The fingers are also protesting why they have to type so many things this morning but headquarter does not answer them and decides to keep pushing them to type and type and type. The twin scout towers that have been working for past 18 hours are losing their powers. Scouts team are also protesting why they still have to operate even during this hour. Again headquarter does not answer them and decides to keep them scouting.The auditory departments are the only departments that are not protesting as they enjoy the works. They are the one that keeps supporting the headquarter so that the headquarter keeps working to support the whole country.

Time is 5.05 AM now. Actually the headquarter is not that cruel to its subordinates. However, it can not help it because it has too many works to be typed, to be observed, and to be solved. It feels painful to see its subordinates suffers for long and exhausting work, but it hurts more to realize that it still can not find the way to solve those works. Those exponentially-growth works keeps trying to occupy more spaces in the headquarter.

Time is 5.16 AM now. There are too many works to be described here. There are so many as if they are infinite. However, the headquarter keeps warning its citizen such as, the fingers, scout towers, auditory department, culinary office and many others, to keep having faith in headquarter in solving the works. In the end, the headquarter decided to solve those works after all of its citizen had a good rest. Thus, it send command to fingers to type this sentence and move the mouse to publish post and click it after it finished typing and chop it with country's logo.

H42

Quoted from someone in Kaskus......

2009-05-27T03:42:00.001+08:00

Kata kata itu bisa banyak macam artinya

Bisa negatif bisa positif

Bisa nyenegin hati kamu ato mala sakitin hati kamu

Bisa nyemangatin kamu ato mala jatuhin kamu

Itu semua bukan aku yang nilai tapi kamu

Ada kalanya aku ga bisa kontrol kata kata yang kluar dr mulut aku ke kamu

Ada kalanya aku maw nunjukin apa adanya aku walaupun mungkin tuw kecewain kamu

Karena aku maw kamu terima aku apa adanya

Aku ga pengen hrs selalu pili pili dulw ngomong pake kata kata yg kek gmn saad aku sama kamu

Karena kata kata itu pasti pernah sala

Atau bahkan akan terus sala

Karena bukan mulut ini yang mencintaimu tapi hatiku

Karena yang aku taw dua orang yang suda jadi satu lebi percaya hati drpd kata kata

Kata kata itu bisa banyak macam artinya tapi Cuma hati yang bisa menilai

Aku yakin kamu tau pasti hatiku

Jadi buat apa kamu harus pusing dengan kata kataku yang sala

Kalau kamu tau seperti apa hatiku

Wow... I just read kaskus and I found this. He said his girlfriend sent him that....awww.....

gtg sleep...just wanna post something interesting....well...in my opinion...

H42

Some thoughs that are running in my mind now...

2009-05-26T04:14:00.005+08:00

What will happen to me after I finish my study???

I need some entertainment!!!

Am I pulling away? Or is it the others?

Am I too serious? Should I change?

I miss my old self... the one that has nothing to lose and has more patience than I do now

Will I finish this project??

Is being quiet good? or is it okay being abit loud?

Am I not consistent??

Is posting this okay?

Will I reach you?

I have to change... but into what?

Will this jealousy go away?

I am gonna miss you.....

H42

It is the start of week 12!!!

2009-05-26T03:06:00.002+08:00

Well, here we are. After 11 study weeks, at last we arrived to the 12th week, the so called the last study week. This week will be the busiest week for most of Monash University student because this week is also known as last-assignment-due week. Some students even have to due 4 assignments at the end of this week. For those, I can only wish you a very good luck. Well, for me, last semester was enough. I had to due 5 (yes! FIVE) assignments at the end of the 12th week. Luckily I was able to finish them all. :D... In addition of that, by the end of this week, means that we will approach what people call as revision week and following after that exam period. Gosh, this semester sure flies very fast.....

Currently I have 2 assignments to be dued. All of them are group assignments fortunately. 1 is to be dued on this Friday and the other will be dued at the end of the revision week. Hopefully I can finish all of them and can focus to the exam which will be on 17, 22 and 25 of June. After that, I think most probably I will go to Singapore to spend some time with family (I miss them~~). And I will be back to Malaysia again. I decided not to go back hometown because the holiday time is just too short. And I also have to continue my final year project.... Too bad this holiday I won't be able to meet up with friends in hometown. :(

Okay, so that pretty much what will happen until June. Haha. And to think that this semester will be over in less than 1 months, I will be commencing my last semester in less than 2 months. Wow....... :D :D :D

And another WOW because it is 4.13 AM now....swt.... gonna sleep for now... Still haven't typed anything about the review. Gonna do it soon. :D..Nite and hope the new day will bright up your day...

H42

14th May 2009...

2009-05-14T02:02:00.002+08:00

It is already the 14th day of May 2009. We only have a month to go before exams. Everyone is struggling with assignments and exam preparations. And I think this month will be the heaviest month for me as well. Although I only have 2 assignments to be dued, I have to rush my implementation stage for my final year project. Too bad I don't really enjoy in doing it. And I don't know why. Need to enjoy it more so that I do it well...^^

Anyways, I don't understand why I am updating my blog. LOL. I don't have any intentions or what so ever especially after I had to take bath because my hair was creamy. LOL. Thanks to fenny for creamy hair treatment. XD Oh, speaking of creamy hair, I want to congratulate Devina for being on this earth for 21 years and counting. XD... I will reach that time in next couple months.

Hmm... HUAMPH~~~~.... I am sleepy~~~~ Yeah, I know it is 3 AM and I AM SUPPOSED to be sleeping not sleepy. Haha. I still can't change this habit for like 2 semesters already. And I wish I could change it for sake of future. :D...

Hmm..... I have no idea anymore..... =_="..... Even the review of the game that I was talking about, I haven't typed yet, don't even mention about the picture of the game. I procrastinate too much already I think. Sigh. Hopefully, by this weekend, I could type the review and another full of hope, I could post it. :D :D :D....

Wow, saw a very shiny lightning. I think that indicate I have to go sleep and expect a VERY heavy rain soon. :D
Okay la, see you in the next post. I wish you a very good luck and have a nice day.

H42

Vesak Day..... yay~~~

2009-05-10T01:58:00.007+08:00

9th May 2009.... the day when the moon shows her light the brightest.... The day that indicated the day the Buddha was borned, received enlightenment and passed away.... Yap, it is the Vesak day.. We had some activities during the day and the night before it......

So, let's start with Vesak eve. We went to SJBA temple to as volunteers to help the preparation for the day. We prepared alot of things start from drinks, oil lamp, to bringing things. And at the night, we had night Puja..... At that time, I realized, how shallow I know and understand my religion. I wished I had more time to learn and practice it as much as I can. I think I should start it from my mom. She practice it alot and is a full-time vegetarian now. Well, maybe I can't become full-time vegetarian now, but I think I can start from practicing it. haha... Anyways, I also light some oil lamp for me and family wishing for blessing as my family in hometown didn't light one. :D

Colin is in action...XD

Some of the oil lamp.....

On D-day, we went to Brickfield to join Vesak Day Parade there. And boy, how tired it was. I feel like we had somekind of mini pilgrimage. LOL... We had to walk accross the Bukit Bintang area. Jimmy told me it looks like "10K Maraton" that was held in my hometown couple years ago. LOL. Long story short, we managed to finished it and I can see that everyone was enjoying it despite the tiredness. Anyways, thanks to Sunway Buddhist Society for organizing the event. Nevermind about the size of the bus ( I kinda feel that Jessy felt so bad because of the bus). In the end, everyone enjoyed it and came back safely. Unfortunately I think this maybe the last time I will celebrate this day here because (hopefully) I will finish my study at the end of this year and will be somewhere else at this time next year.

3 of us....:D

some of our group...

chan and his tausa bau in his mouth...nyammmm

me and edi... too bad it was too left...:(

Another group.... group of photographers...:D

our 'Tarabuddy group..... :D

another 'Tarabuddy group....

Okay la, so it is 2.46 AM now, I have to go sleep. But after I convert some photos and post them here. :D....Anyhow, good night, have good dream my readers and sukhihotu (means may you be well and happy always)...

H42

In Campus

2009-05-07T16:04:00.002+08:00

Hmm, after 2 posts that were not my style (I was too emo i think), here we go again with usual post and i hope in the future no more those emo thingy... :D

Okay, so I finished my assignments, well, not all, but I managed to finished them on time and I am very happy with it as I will have some time to rest. FYI, I still got 2 more assignments to be dued on week 12 and final year project report to be dued around that time as well. Another thing that make me happy is one of my unit will not have any class anymore until 20th May. Woohoo... Means on Thursday and Wednesday, I don't need to wake up early.... cheerzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!! LOL!!!

Okay, lets put those education thingy aside...^^... As u can see, at last I changed my blog's skin... But also, if u were lucky enough to visit it on 3 days ago, u will notice all the side bar were gone. Well, there is a quick explanation about it. I accidentally deleted them all. LOL. At first, I was searching for a blog skin and I didn't know why. So I got this skin. I downloaded it and I pasted the xml code right away to my blog. And then this is where the disaster happenned. A popup window came out and I didn't really read all of the explanation. All I managed to recognize are widget, html and link list. I, without much thinking, clicked the left most button and after I release the left click, I realize, I just deleted all of my side bar................. and I was " OMG!!! "...... LOL... Well, to tell u the truth, i think this is the third time i had this experience. Last time, it was even worst. I even read the question " Do you want to save?" and I said "No" and I clicked it. And I realize I have not saved it. Then again, after I released my right index finger, I just realize it is my assignment and I added quite alot of words already. swt......

Anyway, as the title imply, I am in campus now, in networking computer lab and it is freezing here..... My hands are too numb to type...damn.... How come the room is so god damn cold???? Okay, after walking around abit, it is warmer now. LOL... And it becomes warmer now after punching lung2 for awhile. LOL....

What did i want to say again?? hmmm....(now focusing to facebook...hahaha)... and now I don't know what to write...LOL...Okay la, see you until I remember what I want to write...:D

H42

some lines before i sleep...

2009-05-03T03:12:00.003+08:00

after chatted a lit bit, i found some lines that are very interesting....

" let it flow.... life goes on.... just wait until the time comes"

those words.... EVER passed my mind... and feels that its time to stop it from passing and board it.... hahaha... wat a personification... hahhaa....

well... hopefully those words want to spare a seat for me... and hopefully its free of charge....hahaha....

hmmm...... in the end its back to myself to let my heart decide how long should i board it until the time comes and i have to get off of it.....

wow.... i am amazed by what i just typed.... wat a deep words and its too imaginative...LOL......... well... sometime deeps words can come from humble heart....ROFLMAO(for more info about this word, google is ur friendly neighbourhood...quoted from spiderman)....haha...

ok la...going to sleep ...or this morning dhamma talk, i will b snooring again....LMAO....

H42

stress....

2009-05-03T01:58:00.002+08:00

w lg stress....and w ga tau knp w bisa stress kyk gn...td sewaktu pegi 'tarabuddy, ud ga enak perasaan ny.... stlh pulang, ternyata bener, w tiba2 merasa so stress that i can't handle it anymore..... tp stlh mencoba lbh tenang, kyk ny w tll byk mikir d... tll byk memikirkn hal2 yg ga berguna... hal2 yg ga kn menguntungkn malah akan merugikan krn akan mengurangi bandwidth otak w.... ahhaa.....

anyway, w teringat yg di katakan ama bro yew pin di sesi 'tarabuddy td, "Life is suffering".... hmmmm ..... mmg si.... walo ga smua ny la suffer... klo smua ny suffer mah, ga usa hidup lg.... wakakakka..... terus teringat lg.... klo kita kyk ny kesel ama org, kita maki2 di hati, marah2 di hati... tp ternyata, tu org ga da apa2... malah yg kena itu kita, hati n pikiran kita kacau krn hal2 tersebut n in the end, again bandwidth kita terpotong lg...T_T.... in the end, kembali w teringat kata2 di blog w yg terakhir... "there are alot of people that are so good in sapping other people's happiness".... sigh.... mo gmn lg... no body's perfect... :D

hmmm.... apa lg ya yg mo dikeluarin uneg2 ny.... hmmm ...oh ya... btw sorry buat yg merasa post yg ini rada kacau, krn w br pulang dr t4 tmn n pngn keluarin smua ny... so ga sempet rapi2in ama pake bahasa ing.... so... well.... mayb gn la klo ud lg stress and pngn keluarin uneg2... hahaha... klo masih pake acara merapiin tulisan n pake bahasa ing, ntar ud ga keluar lg tu uneg2 krn saking eneg menahan... wakakka... (jayus...) ....

hmmm... msh bingung menyeleksi apa lg yg mesti di tulis.... kmrn ada chat ama tmn, dia bilang enak si punya blog sndr, tp klo ud soal pribadi, mesti di seleksi... klo ga bisa2 org berpendapat aneh2... mengingat persepsi org tu beda2.... sigh.... jadi ny bingung d ..... hmmm... tp stlh di putuskn... kykny untuk sekali saja, w tumpah kn d di post ini..... w pngn bilang... klo sbnr ny w lg bingung ama perasaan w.... msh bingung buat menentukan... sometimes w merasa yakin, sometimes w merasa tidak yakin mengingat dl w prnh bilang utk fokus dl ke kuliah... yg gt2 an ntar aja pas ud kerja... pas ud mapan gt la.... tp ya gt de... skrg lg bingung mesti gmn... antara kejar... tidak kejar.... kejar... tidak kejar..... pokokny mikir ny jauh bgt de...ampe ke ujung dunia... (jayus mode )... tp in the end tetep kembali koq ke present time... n berpikir.."napaen mikir sejauh itu??? habisin bandwidth otak aja" .... hahha

anyway... ya gt de uneg2 malam ini... well... pagi ini ...mengingat w ngetik ne di jam 2.34 AM... and merasa ne blog terkacau, teremo n teraneh... ga tau napa... mgkn krn w jarang tuangkn uneg2 w... hahha.... mesti ny judul ny jadi... "stress.... (uncencored)" wakakkakaka... (jayuz...XD XD XD )

ok la....ud hbs uneg2 ny.... ne ud mo tdr lg...lega ud keluarin smua... lets see wat ppl say about this post... :D...

H42

(count word: uneg2 = 4 kali...waduh... words repetition ny....=_=" )

It's 2.15 AM now...

2009-04-27T02:13:00.002+08:00

Well, it is 2.15AM now.... And I am going to sleep because I lost my mood to do my assignment. Well, it is abit unexpected to lost the mood while I was on fire 3 hours ago. I guess because of the exam timetable announcement. I have , well luckily, a quite okay timetable. I will have exam on 17th June, 22nd June and 25th June. At least I have some time to prepare for the exam not like last semester which I had 2 exams for 2 consecutive days.

By the way, I actually planned to post a review about a hype that currently happens around my friends. It is an application in Facebook which is Restaurant City. Haha. I will post it when I gather enough things in my brain to be poured in the post. In case you were wondering, I wrote some reviews in my Friendster blog. But it was not that good. I was trying to hone my typing skill and writing skill. So they are not that good. :P

Hmm, I wish I could control my emotions more. Sometimes I lost my temper and target some people that were unlucky enough to be around me. So by this post, I want to say, "I am sorry if I lost my temper and scold/angry/ignore you" And now, I am trying my best to control it. Should you have anything to say to me, don't hesitate, I know some of you have words to say. :) And thanks for being patient...:D

Okay, after that emotional part (which I planned to typed 2 or 3 months ago), I want to share something. Recently I feel so nostalgic. I feel that I am back to my old self, which even myself have a hard time to explain. LOL. The feeling came since 2 or 3 weeks ago and it was strengthen by something last week. I was in Sunway Pyramid, searching for something with my friends. We went to Bodyshop and asking for that "something". And in front of the cashier, I found a body mist for testing.... so...why not?? I smelled it, and I suddenly felt nostalgic. The smell was too memorable to be forgotten. But, when I was trying to recall, I still can't and I am sure that this smell is very memorable. And I was sure for a second that it was my ex's............. ..................................................................................................................................................... After that long pause hehe, all I want to say is, for this couple weeks, I feel something different, something unexplainable, something nostalgic, something saddening yet, I can't explain what that something is. So in conclusion, that is what happen in my heart currently. Trying to figure out what that something is. Haha....

Fiuh... what a paragraph. I was not planning to post this but well, that's it, piece of my heart.. ^^.... Anyway, I am getting sleepy, so gonna crash and wish that you ~~have~~ had a very happy weekend.... and let's welcome new week of your life... hehe

H42

huamp.........

2009-04-15T11:55:00.002+08:00

Just woke up because of Jimz, Chan and Edi that were struggling in waking me up...LOLZ.. anyway, thanks for ur generousity for waking me up.

Nothing much to do beside haven't taken bath yet as I am not really in the mood. Ya, the happiness that I had before has been sapped away by some people. I don't really want to publish those names or otherwise be ready for World War 3. LOL... Just let it be. Let it be sapped away. Hmmm... Anyways, don't worry because I am not bad mood or anything. Just not in the any particular mood. Thats all. ( I think the word "not really in the mood" in the 1st sentence is not that correct :) ).

Anyways, Its half of the midbreak aldy. Oh gosh, it goes so fast when it is holiday and so slow when it is not. We have been doing alot of things since start of it and there are still some plans for the other half of it. Well, at least this mid break is not as stress as the last semester one. And I am looking forward to Tarabuddy session this Saturday IF I don't have anything to do with my project. Speaking about project, I have to meet up with the client today. Sigh, what a great time to meet up as I need to turn down my friends' offer to go to watch movie. Sorry friends, job's calling. Cannot turn it down :(...

After typing a very long paragraph, I decided to erase it as it is not that approriate to be read by anyone anywhere and anytime. :D

Gotta take bath, (hatchiu!!!!!!!!!!! excuse me~), see ya in the next post :D

H42

Yay~~!!

2009-04-09T02:04:00.002+08:00

Current mood: super high mood. Hahaha. I do not know why I am in such happy and high mood although recently there are problem here and there. It was started last week and I really hope it will last until the end of time. LOL.. Anyways, I am not even sure why I am in such mood, but I am assure you that it is not about love story. Haha...

Well, it is not that I am free from everything, no, I am still struggling with assignments. But, I don't really feel as much pressure as last semester. Well, hopefully this will last until this semester ends. :D

Anyways, it's 6th week and it means next week is mid break holiday. Wew, it is already half of the semester. After it, Swot Vac days and here we go again, EXAMS!!! And holidays!!! Oh gosh, everything feels so fast and next semester will be (hopefully) my last semester in Monash University. I havn't really decided what to do next, but I plan to try my luck in Singapore. And... and... and.... HUSH!!!!!! Not even half of the 5th semester, think so much already.. hahaha...

Okay, so I ran out of words you see... :P... So I guess I will just crash as later I have class at 10AM and it is the end of my week. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE....

Oh ya, for your information, Jimz blog is starting to post something wiser...wakakaka... Sorry bro, I can't find any more suitable words... Try to pay some visit to his blog. I was touched by the father story. haha

Hmm... 1 more thing, it's for one of my best friend, "you can do it!! I know you can cope with it. And believe me, it is hard. So don't be down so much as everyone needs to learn to handle with it" ;)

Okay la.. gotta sleep...cya

h42

Not feeling well...

2009-03-23T01:01:00.004+08:00

Well... I have been in Malaysia again for 1 month and again having another 13 round with Monash University. Now it is in 4th round... And I still have not countered any of its attacks. Hopefully by this round I could counter and survive for another week.

Hm..... what should I write again??? Hmmm...I don't know what I should write next. So let's begin with the most boring topic ever, Monash!! =D This semester I am taking final year project. So I have to create a Facebook application which is a pain in the @$$ because it will be done in PHP language (I hate it!!! ). However, I feel like this maybe will be fun because it is the first time we will be dealing with client. Our mark depends on his satisfaction. So, maybe this is not that bad at all.... =)

Other subjects are Data Mining, Network Security (at last with another teacher), and IT Strategic Mangement. The last one maybe sounds weird, but from what I learned so far, I don't regret taking it. It looks fun and useful for working environment. The other 2 are just another ordinary IT subject. Nothing special about them although I don't understand Data Mining. LOL... But luckily I am interested in Network Security although I don't understand everything(DOH, I can't hate this because it is my core XD )

Oh, just glanced at the title, I just realize that I haven't touched the title yet.. hehe my bad my bad.. These couple days, I am not feeling well, in fact two days ago, I had abit fever, so took some Panadols and had some rest for whole weekend resulting not doing anything. Anyways, I am feeling much better than two days ago, although I am still abit dizzy and headache. No worry guys, I will be back to myself... =D

Something that I notice lately is everyone seems having some problems in their minds. I wish they could solve them. Me too, have some thoughts that even myself don't understand why they came out suddenly in my mind lately..... ( I don't know what should I type so I think I just leave it)

Anyways, I also notice that Friendster is no longer a trend, people are moving to Facebook making it so popular that u will see it at least 5 people are opening it in library. Some people even open it in class (well.. one of them is me... XD )... Looks like this Facebook will be the next trend in internet social networking.... (heck I even talked about this thing... never think that I will... It just popped out in my dizzy head...=D )

So this is it, the end of the so called " the second post in 2009"... Hopefully I could have some fun in this round...=D

H42

1st post in 2009

2009-01-08T14:44:00.004+08:00

well... this is the first post in 2009. But I don't feel like posting anything long for reason that I myself don't know. haha... Anyway, will post some photos that will describe what I did on new year holiday. Due to connection speed, the pictures need to wait... :(... Will update this post soon...

H42

_____________*************UPDATE**************__________________________

well.. here it is...when the internet is at blazing speed in the afternoon...:D :D...but can only give brief description as it's abit expired...:( :(

1. New Year activity....
went to Taiwan to have some fun...haha.. and visited alot of places...mainly natural forest, religious places(there are alot of them!!) and historical landmarks...:D... The tour was nice and i made some friends.. Mainly they are Singaporeans... :D Anyway, it was a pleasant trip... :D...Back to singapore, I also met up with Indra and celebrated his birthday... Happy Belated Bdae Indra!! :D :D

at our behind is the so called woman's head stone...

young people are in pose...:D :D

guess wat, this was a big temple... but was devastated by 911 earthquake...

whole tour group...

with the birthday guy..hehe

2.Being Monash Representative...
as last year, me and chandra decided to join IES Expo....IES is our education agent. Nothing much to do, but at least I could have something to do on Sunday... :D :D... one funny fact is, jim's sis was Sunway student helper...so... last year was jim this year is his sis... hehehe

with whole student helper and university representatives

chandra in pose XD

this time it's me... :D

3.Chinese New Year activity....
hmmm... should not post it here.... but it does not have any photos to post (although I did bring my camera!! )... nevertheless, the trip was abit boring and nothing to do there... haha... felt like being an old man as I drank quite alot of coffee and sitting down not doing much...XD XD

4.28 January outing....
at last, a fun activity during CNY... went to ciputra (see jim? without u, i only went to Ciputra twice in 2 months... while last year, 7 times a week...hahaha...) and meet up with alot of friends... and took some photos... (the photos are with my friend, so i can't post it up.. too bad...)

sleepy post...

2008-12-21T23:59:00.001+08:00

From the title u can guess this post is made while i am in sleepy state... hahaha... Nothing much in this post, just to move the blog again as i am having difficulty in opening my blog... (stupid internet... )... Anyway, hope all ppl have nice holiday and new year... Let go all the past and let's welcome 2009.... hehehe....

hmmmm...after thinking awhile, i will just end this post. I will post a more serious post next time...haha...

H42

51st post....a disappointing post....

2008-11-29T00:22:00.002+08:00

Err... Well, there is nothing disappointing in this blog, but this is about my mark. I got my 1st HD allright, but I also still cannot get it why I got a C for my FIT 2002. I still can not really get it. Why? WHy? WHY?????????

Anyway, I am still trying to get over it. Hopefully I can get over it by tomorrow or the day after tomorrow. So.... this is it, just want to mark this as my 51st post in my blogger blog. Hehe.

Ok la, just want to tell you that I am not satisfied with my results. I wish i did better. Let's forget this and hope next semester I will do better.

H42

1 week in hometown...

2008-11-20T01:35:00.002+08:00

yow, it's been a week since i left Sunway. And here I am in home sweet home. However, I found that this holiday is abit boring as I dun have anything to do beside eating, sleeping, playing and day dreaming.hahahhaa.... I spent each night in front of comp lonely and hoping that 2mr there is some thing to do.... how miserable...

And dun be surprised if when next time u meet me, i am getting wider...hahahhaha.... I eat quite alot here.... hahaha....

Anyway, just wanna pass by to move the post as i am having difficulty in opening my blog due to 3 posts that has photos inside.... hehehe...

So, thats it for this post, hope there will be something to do 2mr...hehe...

H42

Langkawi Trip

2008-11-14T05:42:00.018+08:00

Yeah, this holiday I was able to go to Langkawi... The trip was damn nice. Everyone enjoyed it so much. Let’s start.....
1.9 Nov
We arrived at Langkawi airport at 9.20 AM. And soon we book 2 cars. And guess what, I was entrusted with the key for the second car. The car was a Mazda. But I forgot wat is the name of it. There is something different with this car. The gear stick is beside the steering wheel and the handbrake is at the clutch position for manual transmission. (btw the car is an automatic transmission). We went to have lunch and we went to Underwater World. It is kinda like seaworld in Sentosa, Singapore. We went to duty free shop there as its goods are tax free. I bought quite a lot of chocolates... hahhaa.... anyway, as the name of the place implies, the place is about underwater living animal. There are a lot of underwater creatures that I never see before. And we went to 3D show oso...but if u ask me, I will not recommend it unless u want your eyes to be tired and pain... :P

Next we went to hotel as it was raining heavily. Btw, the Mazda was changed to a Proton... (lame..... I enjoyed very much driving that Mazda... haha...) After we arrived at the hotel, we took some rest and we were waiting for the rain to stop. The room was nice. We book a apartment for family and it suits a lot although some trivial things are abit strange such as the bathroom does not have any mirror.... I wonder how people shave without it... LOL...

After waiting like 2 hours...( cant really remember how long it was), the rain at last stopped. We then went to Eagle square. There is a huge eagle statue (duh.... hence the name is EAGLE square).. haha... anyway, we took quite a lot of photos and some photos are funny such as the silhouette pictures.... After spending like 1 hour we went back to hotel and there goes our 1st day in Langkawi...

See? Left pedal is the handbrake.... lol

My team.... me, chan, ameq, nat, annita

Peguins~~~!!!

we were acting cold...lolz

wat are they doing??? hahhaa

some candid picture when we were waiting for the 3d show...

this time is not candid...wakkaka

ameq~... wat happen to ur glasses?? lolz

they were surfing~~~ woohooo....

love this jelly fish picture.... :D

The view from outside of our room

The eagle statue with Langkawi words

Guys at Eagle Square

This time is girls in Eagle Square

Candid photo... and ameq's pose was damn funny... LOL

another funny pose by Ameq...lolz

Chan n Edi were trying to pose as duck???? :P

silhouette photo...can't remember whose though....haha

2. 10 Nov

The second day we started our day with Wildlife Park. As the name implies, it is another animal sightseeing... (believe me, some ppl told me that they were bored because keep seeing animals..lolz....) Anyway, We took some photos with birds and snake.... I got a chance to take one with an eagle.... Farid, Chan, Vina, Colin, Nat, and Ameq had theirs with snake... lol....

Next is Durian Perangin Waterfall. Nothing much here except a beautiful waterfall. The road to the peak is abit slippery and hard to climb. Nevertheless, it is another beautiful sightseeing.
Next is Tanjung Rhu Beach. Too bad this was closed at that time although we still can go in and took some good (funny) photos.... hahhaa....Head to the other beach...

Pantai Pasir Hitam is the next one. As the name implies, the sand here is black... I read the description of the beach there, it stated the reason why the sand is black is because it contains more black mineral..... Dunno wat is that... :D... this time, we took some walk to place that was empty (the beach was abit empty anyway) and (again) took some photos. There was a very funny (or I could say stupid) thing happened. Me and Farid sat on a broken tree trunk and broke it to half. The funny thing is, the broken trunk hit us and we were like “What the hell happened to me?? Why am I laying down on the beach while everyone was laughing so hard??? “ ... hahhaa... Nice lesson for that day : Dun try to sit on the broken tree trunk if u are not sure of ur weight...:P

Last place of the day is Fish Farm Restaurant. We went to fishing for our food... well... not everyone though...only me, Edi and Vina that tried to fish and caught one.... :D.... and there goes our day....

a duck.... duh....

The guys in Wildlife Park...:D

Me with the eagle....

One of the girls with the eagle...^^

Yow, snake is in the house...wakakka

Vina n Colin with the snake...Colin looked abit scare while Vina looked enjoy holding it...:D

All ppl on the bridge on the way to the waterfall...

At last, the waterfall....:D

Guys...trying to listen to nature's song...wakkaka

Girls sitting at the beside the river...haha

Ready? Go!!! BYURR!!!!!!!!!! XD

First time fishing...holding the fish...:D..man... i looked like a real fisherman..wakakkaka

Before the feast.... 2 fished that were caught by me, Edi and Vina already served....:D

Road to the fishing spot.....

Took a candid photo while in the room...:D

3. 11 Nov
The last day was started with MARDI Agro technology Park. It is a research facility for fruits. We took some photos and ate fresh fruits... nyammy... the papaya was nice... I wish I could have more... :D
Next place is Pantai Kok. And it is again a photo section...wakakkaka...... nothing’s better than taking some nice photos.... hahahhahaha
Next is Oriental Village, we had our lunch there.... and found that the cable car was closed...too bad.... but its not the end yet, there is another way to reach the peak... which leads us to....
Seven Wells Waterfall.... We climbed 600+ stairs to get to the peak...It was damn tired....damn..... but the peak’s view worth it... believe me, it is one of the best view since I reach Langkawi... :D... we wash our feet there.. (the water was cold...brrrrrrrrrrrr) and we head down to .....
Chenang Beach. The most crowded beach so far..... haha.... We took a lot of nice photos there and I just realized that I was half black...arrrrrrrrrrr.................. oh nooooooooooooooooo.... haha..... anyway... this is the best one.... but not yet.. another place that is equally good is the next one...
Coco Beach Restaurant... It is not the food but it is the view. We went there to see sunset... it was amazing to see sun sink to the sea slowly...haha.... and there goes our last day....

The crew..... minus me which was taking the photo...:D

Here I am... with chan's pervert face...hahahhahaha... peace bro~

See? with his pervert face he was trying to steal the coconut... PS: the tree was short...haha

I was shouting "CANDID!!" and everyone was looking at me... PS: It was intended to get some attention from ppl...:D

Arashi..ahem... i mean Edi with the flower....can't remember wat flower....

Farid.... wat r u doing??? dun piss on the tree... save the environment...wakkakaka

Chan n Ameq enjoyed the starfruit too much...wakakakkaa..while Edi looked too tired...wakkaka

Group photo at the main gate of Mardi...

In Pantai Kok... look at the background..... SWT....=.=""

In Oriental Village.... Colin managed to lift up one of the rabbits....:D

Vina attracted quite alot of them...haha

We were heading to Telaga Tujuh...:D

A snapshot of forest canopy....

This time, it was Colin that took the photo.... :D

Monash Kungfu Club...wakakakkaa

They were chilling their feet...haha...btw..look at the background....nice eh?

er....Farid, are u sure u got ur pose right??? LOL

Sunset photo...at last!! I got it...haha

Love this photo very much...haha

4. 12 Nov
The last day in Langkawi… Received delay message from Air Asia at 3.30 AM… All of guys except Chan were awake and cursing the sms alerts that rang for 3 times… LOL…After we had our breakfast, we drove our car to airport and this time, I tried to drive faster… and in fact the fastest ever I drive one. 100 kph… wow… That was fast…and it will be the last as I am not fond of fast driving in real life… =P… Arrived at airport, we took group photo with their car, mine and farid’s. And left them with almost empty fuel tank… :P…. Anyway, after we took photo with our car, we returned the keys and waited for the flight. During the flight, Chan n Ameq snapped quite a lot of photos of…well…sleeping ppl…LOL….and including me oso…. Too bad Ameq was not sleeping….haha

Well… that’s it, our holiday in Langkawi. It was a nice and unforgettable holiday… Hope to have another one on next holiday… :D

Super Ultra Sausage on Double Sunny Side Up....WAKAKKAA

The view from behind the hotel...

Our car.... with empty fuel tank now...wakaka

Theirs... also with empty tank...haha

In waiting room does not mean had to stop taking photos...haha...

Again, one of the GJ photo during trip...waakka

Me and Edi...again, in waiting room...hehe

Even in plane....hahaha..this time is girls...

The sky during our flight...

and thats it...our trip was ended with sleeping photos...wakakak

14 Nov, I went back to Pekanbaru with Chandra, Monica and her mom. My bag was “devastated”. LOL….. need to change the bag later… :(…..

So, here I am. In home sweet home and having a boring and long holiday. Hope to have something to do to kill time. Feel abit lonely and missing everyone…..hahaha…OK la, have to upgrade some of old application in old comp. So cya on the next post…..

H42

I AM FREEEEEEEEEEE

2008-11-09T00:36:00.001+08:00

This is it. I am done with my exam. And now left with 4 months holiday. It is plenty of time, yet i dunno wat to do with it. Anyway, i dun want to think about it 1st. Let's recap what happen to my exam.

1. FIT 2019

It was not that hard but I did not manage to finish all of the materials. However it is also lucky because the one that I studied (which is the sample exam) were the questions. Anyway, hopefully I will not fail this one (which I think I should not.. :D )

2. FIT 1011

IT IS EASY. BUT, I made some silly mistakes…. And hopefully I will get my 1st HD for this.. :D

3. FIT 2002

It is unexpectedly easier due to its similarity with sample exam. It is a copy paste from sample exam I can say. Even the number of the questions. OMG. I wished I just studied that sample exam. Anyway, lucky I did quite okay. Hopefully again, I score a D for this. Or maybe a HD… wow~ haha

4. FIT 2028

This is nightmare. Although I could do whole exam but I dunno whether it was right or not. And I think I did quite awful for some questions. T_T….. Hopefully I will not fail this…. (wishing for the best, prepare for the worst (Kiki,2008)) :D

So, here I am, in the so called well-deserved-holiday. I am free at last and I am going to Langkawi soon… in….. (counting…) 9 hours. In 9 hours I will be in Langkawi to start our journey in the island. :D… And I promise I will post about the trip.

So, I need to get some sleep. And see you guys in the next post… will post some pictures in the next one… :D

H42

not feeling well....

2008-10-30T03:17:00.002+08:00

Current time : 3.16 AM. FIT 2002 lecture note still stuck at the same lecture. Mayb because I am not feeling well today. Lucky my FIT 1011 exam was okay altho some unexpected questions came out. Anyway, now I have no confident with the other 2 exams. FIT 2002 and FIT 2028. The latter is a killer. I am always not very good in programming. Hopefully the questions will not be very hard.....

Btw, I just realized that next week by this time, I aldy get my holiday. My almost-4-months holiday. yay~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
hahaha...... Hopefully I can do exam well... :D

So this is it. Guess the next post will be how the exams are. And hopefully it will be a happy post..... U will be able to tell by looking at the title later...:D

ok lar, gonna read abit then go sleep.

H42

couple hours before 1st exam....

2008-10-24T04:39:00.002+08:00

This is it. The day when i have to vomit (wat a harsh word) everything that i learned for this semester. There are 4 vomit-ing (again, another harsh word used) days. 24, 29, 3 and 4. Hopefully I can do well and have a well deserved holiday.. :D...

hmmmm....

currently, still reviewing this dreadful networking. I cant even finished reviewing the materials. Damn~... Hopefully by 10 AM, I should be able to finish everything. But then , I have some probs:
1. My speed of reviewing is slow...
2. There are alot of things to be memorised~~~
3. I AM HUNGRY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahhaa....

Anyway, gud luck for everyone that is in exam. And for the quote of the month is by my networking lecturer, Mr Tham Weng Kee.

"Everyday is a bonus. Use it well."

Dunno why those words leave some impression on me.... hmmmm.... I wonder.....

OK lar, gonna back to the materials..... cya....

H42

I am officially 20th... :D

2008-10-20T00:09:00.011+08:00

My phone was vibrating....... and I was kinda expecting this call... It was from Edi. He was asking when I would go home. Told him I will be walking from Sunway college foyer from 00.00 AM :-D . I was studying there for exam preparation (which I slack a lot T_T ). And when 00.00, Stacy, Steffi, Sabrina, and 1 girl congrats me for becoming 20th... :D :D...... took 1 photo.... 1st photo for my 20th year living in this world.... After that, I walked to in front of Lagoon View to found out that there are a lot of people already and saw somebody was holding a pan with some candles on it. It was home-made waffles... wow, I was not expecting that, as it is not that usual to have them as birthday cake, nevertheless, its unique and taste nice (thanks to Farid cs. for making them)

Another thing that I was not expecting is the-expired-milk-pouring event. Well, I was expecting some water but expired milk? It was not expected and it was abit smelly. Hahaha....

Anyways, I want to thank everyone that was there to celebrate my 20th birthday. And thanks for the present. I love it. :D

So, let the photos speak of themselves.

1st photo in 20th of my life... with 4 pretty girls...:-D

birthday cake=>home-made waffles... :D

see? it was expired milk....hahaha

cutting the cake.... :D

yay~~~ i got 2 pieces cake that can be put as heart shape... :D

took the present from CF with annita stalking behind (its abit creepy.... )... XD

Thanks to everyone that came~~

the card and present.... love the card and the present... :D

the card.... is wonderful.... esp pict of somebody typing (guess its me) and the clock is showing at 6 AM (hence the sun is coming out)... kudos to the drawer...:D

and the present is one of my wish...have a black shirt with white stripe..:D

in ayam penyet, wearing the the shirt... :D..cool pose...hahahha

after dinner...:D

Well, I have to back to study mode again. Exam is coming and the 1st one is on this Friday which is too fast in my opinion as I’m not that prepared yet. Hopefully I will be able to finish all of these exams and have a well deserved holiday. :D

Ok la, cya in the next post and gud luck for everyone.

H42

New update in Friendster Blog

2008-09-11T15:39:00.004+08:00

Woot...today I checked Friendster Blog, I saw they have upgraded it to nicer look. It is just nice in my opinion. Anyways, i will just leave the link to that blog that currently has not that really important posts. LOL.

http://ahia-harhar.blog.friendster.com

Ok la, I am going to do my assignments again. This semester is getting tougher and tougher. >_<... Wish me a very good luck and wish all my friends a very good luck oso... ^_^

H42

Week 8 and I'm getting lazier and lazier....

2008-09-03T15:30:00.003+08:00

Here we are, week 8 of my fourth semester in Monash. The workload is getting more and more and I don’t know why I become lazier and lazier. LOL. Maybe thanks to some bad news regarding my assignment score. I didn’t do really well although I did my best (I hope) hehe. Today I received my FIT 2019 quiz worth 5%, and guess what, I got 2.5%. SHIT!!! It’s only pass. Well, I don’t know why I was shocked because it is predictable that I would get low marks. Ya, I knew that I would get low mark maybe because of the experience with the lecturer for 2 semesters already. The other thing is my XML assignment. The tutor told me that my work has some mistakes which in my opinion I am not supposed to do. Damn it! My carelessness rate is just too high. Hahaha....

Anyway, I think I need to tell u guys what happen since the last post. Well, not really much if you ask me, but we had a really fun night on 29 August. No not going to clubbing or something. We went to dinner at Canton Bay. It was Edi’s birthday treat. Thanks Edi, it was a great dinner. We took quite lot of photos and some of the photos are just hilarious and scandalous (wah, I never know this word exists... LOL). Well for latter part maybe I will not post unless there is high demand from the reader. Haha...

At last, I got new photo.... LOL... =.=

At Canton Bay, thx Edi....XD

The new model of Padini...LOL

So I think that is the only fun thing that happens since the last post. Ya, it was more to assignment war and such. I will update more if there is interesting thing happens. :).. Anyway, good luck to all people that are struggling with assignments and tests. I wish we could get through all of these and in the end we could have a well deserved 3 months holiday. ~~YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~~...... Err.... I think I will keep the yay part.... LOL...

Ok la, going to do my shitty assignment again. So see ya in the next post.

H42

afraid of sumtin.......

2008-08-12T03:11:00.002+08:00

Well, I don’t know why lately I feel like I’m very afraid of something. Maybe it is because I don’t have faith in my next assignment. I of course almost have done my assignment to be due this week. And next week’s assignment, I have been doing since yesterday. Then you would think that, there is nothing to be afraid of.

Well, I do have something to be afraid of. It is next assignment: Networking. I am still wondering what protocol I should choose. Still trying to find some idea. Other thing is PHP. My tutor showed some of those crazy coding and guess what? It’s almost similar with Java!! Oh no... I was having goosebump right away. Well, not that worse la, but I do have some bad memory regarding Java programming. I got 54 for my 1st semester and 66 for my 2nd. I personally still think that this is NOT good. NOT AT ALL. Man.. hopefully I could get through this especially this condition is getting worse by all senior’s experiences which can’t even finished the whole PHP assignment completely.... hmmmm... Anyways this is it. Just wanna put some post here. Hehe...

Hmmm, I think I’m gonna search through Wikipedia for my protocol thingy. Will crash like 15 minutes later.. ^_^...so see ya~

H42

tiring day.....

2008-08-03T01:13:00.013+08:00

What a day! Today is a very tiring day. I was out for 12 hours and half of it is spent for walking. Lolz. Anyway, I will try to recall some of the events that I haven’t mentioned since the last post. Okay, here we go!

So, 1st is Vina’s birthday. It was on 16th of July. Well, it was the first time that we need to celebrate it in front of main gate of condo. Not the usual place (in front of LV). And before that it was hilarious to think that we line up for nothing! Ya, we did tried to hide ourselves before we knew that she couldn’t come out front condo (stupid condo rules, every semester changed and become stricter but more stupid ^^; ). The photo is taken from Chandra’s blog. And then, the day after, we went to Bak Kut Teh restaurant (forgot the name). It was Vina's treat. I had quite alot of it. Haha..

See? We were lining up.. Haha...

Oh.... My innocent face.... ^^V

The Boys...

The girls.....

Anyways, here comes the 2nd one, which is on 20th of July. This time is Tania’s birthday. Yeah, I know that it is on somewhere on June (which I believe 27....correct me if I’m wrong). And we did forced her to pull out the candles out from the cake. LOLZ

The cake...It was addressed for Tandol...LOL

Awww....Look at her...HAHA......

So, 3rd one, is our bro, Randy, came to Malaysia for transit to Australia on the following day. So we went to pyramid to have our lunch (well, at least for them, because it was my brunch) LOL. Anyways on the evening, he left Malaysia again to continue his effort to uncover the secret of biology. Haha, what a word....

With Randy....

4^th one is Julie’s birthday. We went down and celebrate with her. Nothing is special on this one. Maybe I can say, the guard at the guard house was singing for her... LMAO....

She is getting ready to cut it....Jul~..cut it quick!! I'm hungry~ LOL

The girls....Tania, Julie, Chen2, Feny

The Boys with Julie....

5th one is of course another birthday related event, but this time is eating time. Haha. Tania treated us eating in BBQ Plaza. Well, it’s my 3rd time here (just realized when I typed that sentence, I think its not really related. LOL). Anyway, we took some photos. So let them speak for themselves.

Woohoo.... our cool bro..... LMAO

Group photo.....

The girls.... Five Happy Stars and Rita...

Again, the Boys with Tania... Notice something weird??? LOL

The last one but the most tiring is today.... I mean yesterday. Hehe.. It was PC Fair. I bought external HDD after drooling for it for some time. LOL. Well, not that bad la, but it’s quite convenient to have other storage for me for backing up my data and releasing some memory of my harddisk drive. And I bought some ink for my printer and some blank dvds for incase my sister is asking for some movies. ^_^...
Although its tiring, it’s fun because we went there in big group (although only 3 of us that went to PC Fair, the others went to Petro Sains which I will go.....sometime in the future... ^_^; ). Anyways, after having quite hard time to get out from the crowds, we continue our day with watching ~~The Mummy: The Emperor of the Tomb~~ The Mummy: Tomb of The Dragon Emperor. In my opinion, it’s not as good as The Dark Night, but it is still good and its jokes are quite entertaining. Haha..... and after that, we had our dinner there, and went back to home after that. After back to my home, I calculated the time we were out from home. It is 12 hours!!! OMG..... I spent half of my day there... No wonder I’m very tired. Note that I am still not feeling that well. Yesterday, I took medicine that healed me at this morning. Haha....

Anyways, I think its time for me to go back to my work. So many thing to be done. And I still don’t know which to start first. Haha.... ok la, gonna sleep for now. So see ya on the next post..... ^^

H42

PS: WTF?! After typing those words.... I was looking at Toshiba brochure, one of its notebook have 12.5 battery life and weight less than 1 kg. I was like… OMFG….. haha…

new sem is in the house..hehe

2008-07-14T01:34:00.002+08:00

This is it. New sem.my 4th sem in monash uni. too bad i still cant get an HD. ya, u heard me rite, my result was out and i din get any HD..instead, i got a C for my bus stat (the so called easy subject by many). damn....anyway, lucky i dun have any fail.hehehe....

so.. since coming back to malaysia, i've been busy with alot of works, especially moving things and cleaning up things...hehe.... however, we did went to watch movie. we watched The Journey To The Center Of The Earth... and its in 3D. ya, its my 1st experience in watching 3D movie. altho it made my eyes abit tired, but its fun...hehe...

huamp..... damn... abit sleepy aldy... the time is 1.43 AM. and suddenly i'm not in the mood of doing anything... mayb the next sem is approaching but my room and my things are still not complete yet... :(..... will settle everything this week and moving on with the new sem.. .this sem is gonna be tough... i dunno, i just feel like dat... ^^

ok la... wanna go sleep aldy.. this time need to watch my computer usage.. u know, PC consumes electricity very fast as if it is drinking it... haha...ok la, cya and lets welcome the new sem....and proudly say " I WILL DEFEAT U!!!!!!!!!!!" (^^)

H42

1 hour b4 departing

2008-07-09T08:40:00.002+08:00

well, as u can see from the title, its 1 hour b4 departing. Im using wifi in airport. Free la of course. Ha9. Anyway just wanna update abit only. Later will update again.

H42

11 hours and counting down....

2008-07-09T01:26:00.002+08:00

its 12.29 AM..... not more than 11 hours from now, i will be in LV... my new house in malaysia...hehehe...

but then altho its not more than half day, i still feel lazy to sleep.... my bad habit is attacking me again... hahha....but then i think last time i oso like this.... but then, it was when i wanted to go back to indonesia.... hmmm.... i think i posted it in my fs blog....hehe

so...........i think i'm gonna end this post as i dunno wat to post..haha....... END....

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H42

wat a fun day~

2008-07-08T00:13:00.004+08:00

yeah...today was nice...went to mall to watch movie and having some fun games.... then went back to home just to found that blackout will be at 8 PM.... (will tell u about it later).... then here i am.... with legs full of my slaps coz i am attacked by mosquitoes....damn...

okay...so lets start with this holiday..... i din kno that there are power shortage in Sumatra.. u heard me rite....SUMATRA...so.... in the end... my lovely hometown needs to face some blackouts...damn...1 day, 2 blackouts...aish.....but then i still enjoy this hols...cos home sweet home ma..... and time that is spent with family is one of the most valuable things..... hehe..

ok la...so today was quite fun.... it was started couple days ago.... jim told me that he wanted to watch Tri Mas Getir.... well.... i bet when u read it, u will think that i wrong type the title...but it is the title.... okay....so yesterday, i msg-ed alot of frens to go watch movie...... and in the end we ended up with 8 ppl.... me, jim , chan, eva, helen, alex, rere and kaylu.... (and i spent quite alot of phone credit...lolz)... the movie was hilarious...despite of abit scramble plot... haha....me, jim and kaylu laugh so long...hahahhaha...so after the movie... we went to Hoki cos some ppl wanna play Bom Bom Car (btw, maria joined us but rere,eva and alex left us)..... wah.... so long aldy din play this game..... kinda....2 years....or more..... i think since 3rd year of high school...wow...that makes 3 years....haha....anyway, i took some photos there....but din take any when we are playing the games...lolz...

so not only children loveto ride it uh??? lols

so...after finished, we went back to mall.... yeah...we went to hoki just to play the game....hahaha.... and when we arrived, we went to ~~Bakso Tembak Lapangan Senayan~~ .... Bakso Lapangan Tembak Senayan....hehehe,.... i had my lunch there oso... din have lunch cos arrived too early there but thanks to that, i could get 8 tickets...of the 3rd row..... haha....anyway... again we took some photos.....and let them speaks for themselves....

notice that chan n jim had their hair cut....

maria said : eat that jim!!! hahaha

yay..... myself..... cool pose... LOL...

and after that, we went back to our own home... and here i am.....waiting for another ~30 hours bfor my flight to malaysia to continue my journey for unveiling the secret of internet...LOL.....wat a word.... haha....
ok la...wanna chat with other frens 1st....will update later once i can connect internet from my new house in malaysia... my pc cannot connect wireless so i need to buy wireless adaptor for my comp.... shud cost me around 100+ bucks... =(

H42

36th post...

2008-06-29T01:57:00.002+08:00

36th post...dunno wat to post... but i feel like want to post sumtin cos i dunno wat to do now... hahaha... the time its 12.58 AM.... soon will go to bed....cos later will go with family...u know...as usual, sunday is family day... ^^

typed 2 and half paragraph....and deleted all of them..... see? i just dunno how to put my words so that no one will feel offence, hard feeling and bored.... and in the end, i think i will just keep it myself.... hehehehe......

today i went to my junior high school to get my sister report... and she's passed.... congrats sis...keep it up!!! ^^....
then in the afternoon, i went to mall to had my hair cut and had some kind of reunion with all of frens.... hehe... too bad i din take any picture of it..... mayb next time....

ok la...wanna sleep aldy.... still looking forward for great holiday.... hehehe.....and for this moment... my favorite quote is....Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is mystery. Today is gift, so we called it ‘present’. (Kungfu Panda, 2008).... taken from chandra's blog which is quoted from Kungfu Panda....... ehehhee

H42

home sweet home..

2008-06-26T01:04:00.000+08:00

yay...i'm back to my hometown.....

and

i'm looking forward for having great time here...before going back to my new home in LV....hehehe

H42

finished everything...time to pack and move...

2008-06-23T03:13:00.002+08:00

yeah...at last i finished everything..... altho the last exam was quite hard, but its not as hard as i imagined... lucky me.... ^^... this semester exam period is a bit different with previous sems... i studied earlier and longer than usual.... hopefully those efforts are not waste....^^

now, after finished exams, its time for packing and moving things to new house.... today i packed quite alot aldy.... almost all of my clothes are in baggages aldy... yay~!.... now left with all those books, boxes, and other small things... but i dun think it will be a problem..... ^^

anyway, just realize that i'm gonna leave this room.... no more big room and free electric, water and internet.... too bad.... but i need to, hope new room will be as gud as this one. frankly i even hvnt seen my new room... hehe...

so.... to be honest, i got alot of things to say....but when i was typing this, i dun remember what i wan to say...hahahha... hmmmm..lets think again...wat i wan to say....hmmm...

ohya, i remember, i need to buy new empty dvd.... i dun kno wat happen to my dvd drive.... it keeps failling in burning.... i lost like ....11 dvds aldy.....so many dvds....damn..... tried to burn just now after reinstalling the driver, it was success.... so hopefully, no more fail.... ^^

i dunno again la...hehehe....anyway, mayb this is the last post that i typed while i'm in this room.... so.... lets say, gud bye to this room.... hehehe.....ok la....wanna sleep aldy... gud nite...

H42

left one more exam.... hope i can prepare well and do it well...^^

2008-06-12T20:04:00.003+08:00

yeah, at last.... left one more exam on 20 June.... still got aprrox, 7 days to prepare.... I cud say i'm abit lucky for this semester.... the one for the last is the hardest (save the best for the last uh??)... and the other exams are not that hard... (at least and hopefully i'm not gonna fail... hehe)

so... my 1st one was okay... not much difficulty as the exam was abit similar with the sample exam... hehe... 2nd one was horrible.... its so hard bcos i din study that one.... i study the other topic.... and that topic din come out...damn..... hopefully i pass or mayb got a C.... or mayb if i lucky a D perhaps.... and the last one which is today was quite okay... altho i dun really understand what the question is asking... but i did quite okay... hope this one can give me HD.... (yay!! my 1st HD...hehe)...

mayb some of u feel like "ah...only a HD..." well... i kno, some ppl will be like dat when i tell them about it...but u kno... 2 semesters aldy and i hvnt score any high score (in my opinion)... imagine when u keep getting low scores and at one time u got high score.... hehehe.....(same like Nobita got a 100 mark...LOL)...

okay..back to my exam... hmmm.... dunno wat to say..haha... change topic2... hmmm... oh ya... for ur information, i will go back to my hometown on 25 june and back to malay again on 9 july... ya i know its short... and i have to go back because i need to renew my passport or i wun be able to continue studying in malay... ehhee..... anyway.. .get ready pekanbaru... i will be back in 2 weeks.... hehehe...

ok la...wanna read some of my lecture notes now.... cya.... and gud luck for all that still have exams.... hehe

H42

in library...

2008-06-03T21:29:00.002+08:00

currently i'm stuck in library.... its 9.35 PM...aish..... its raining and i'm abit lazy to use umbrella to go home...lolz...

anyway... just wanna post sumtin... as i'm using express terminal to update...lolz...

H42

UPDATE
10.10 PM.... i'm still in library...freezing... LOL....i think i will go back at 11 PM...cos its still raining and i still stuck with my lecture...damn... y i cant concentrate to memorize things??? aish.......
PS: din kno that a Snicker could hold my stomach for 3 hours... lolz....

UPDATE
10.35 PM... i surrender!!! damn.... now printing things and saving some important notes from discussion forum... and i'm very hungry now...lolz

4 days to exam....

2008-06-02T02:57:00.003+08:00

This is it.... the exam week..... and i'm not ready yet... Tried to change my study method from one night stand method (LOL) to start study earlier method... hehe... dunno how i should call it.. (took me ~3 minutes to figure out that ~~lame~~ name... hahhaa

so.... my exam is 4 day exam. 6, 9, 12, 20 June.... and luckily 20 June is the hardest..... (yeah.. u kno...networking.... haha)... now i'm trying to finish reading all material for ecommerce (done reading for system anal... EHEM!! i mean system analysis and design :D).. next is bus stat..then back again to that SAD subject... hehehe....

for today, i was abit lazy and abit kacau...dunno how come i cant even finish reading 1 lecture... grrrrrrrr...*SOL => screaming out loud*..... so...mayb the best place for me to study now is library.... haha... (nerd mode ON)..... ^^v

anyway... gud luck for other ppl.... hope u guys could prepare and do the exam well... ^^..so that in the end of the exam period we could have pleasant holiday... hehehe

ok la...continue study....

H42

exams are coming fast~

2008-05-27T03:18:00.001+08:00

done...
i'm done with all my assignments...left with submitting it later.... hehe..feel so nice, altho the last one i dun really know wat i'm doing...hahaha

anyway, lets forget all of this... lets prepare for the exam.... hope i cud prepare well and do the exam well... and then go home!!! i miss my family, my sis and my PS2...huahaha

ok la...gotta sleep now...
cya

H42

damn sleepy~

2008-05-24T04:20:00.002+08:00

current condition: sleepy and tired...

its been like this for past 2 weeks. there are alot of things to be done and its just not enuf time to finish them all. Lucky now left me 1 more assignment to start...but be happy 1st, cos the due date is the day after 2mr... lucky (again) the lecturer let us to submit up to 2 days late... hehehe.... hope i can finish it well. its just abit hard...but not the hardest... ^^

Yesterday, i slept at 7 AM and woke up again at 11.30 tp prepare for class. Wat a day. I need to do assignments and in the same time i oso need to think about the others. Man, lucky i'm still well now and not being sick. ^^

Now i need to rush my assignment again... but dun worry, i will enjoy myself... haha....

oh ya, i wan to thank some of my fren for encouraging to let it go.... ya, i know, it will be hard, but i think i can handle it aldy.... hehe....

anyway, lets continue our assignments..... i mean my assignment... haha.... gud luck and take care....(man... my housemates are very loud now....damn it...what do u think the time now??? => 4.35 AM)

H42

PS: current favorite quote=> "it does not worth it, u know?".... ^^

just wanna pass by

2008-05-14T02:26:00.003+08:00

passed by to see my blog.... and realize that some ppl are updating their blog.... i think i dun wan to be left behind oso ...^^

anyway, it wun be very long as usual as i'm currently not that free.... doing assignment now....
i got 4 more to be due....2 presentation....... oh my god...so many things to be done.... now all of them... (well only 3...cos another one hvnt explained yet how to do)... are insisting to be done 1st... networking is the worst.... it is so hard and tedious that made my group leader bcome like another person... hahaha..... another is e-commerce and system analysis and design.... those 2 are "better" than networking.... ecom can BS alot or in YH's dictionary => talk c**k.......LOL..... while the other one need to do more work..but not as much as networking.....

well.... hopefully i can finish everything...and i can prepare to face exam and to move to another place... will post the picture once i move to new place..hehehe....

and..... hopefully, by finishing exam, moving, go home and refresh.... i cud focus again... rite now, i cant even focus.... mayb its stress...but then i dunno la..... some ppl said i too much thinking or mayb i just being gay like my fren said.. i dunno... well... mayb so... damn.... anyway.. just hope i can focus again and forget all those things....

k la..continue work, just only wan to share with all readers...sorry for messy post(i dunno la... i re-read and feel its abit messy)... its my style when i am very kacau and dunno wat to do.... hehehe... hope u understand.. if dun wan understand, pls.... dun hesitate to close the blog... ^^

H42

strange nite...

2008-05-08T03:33:00.002+08:00

i was reading my networking while listening to music. suddenly one of the memory song is played... and ....suddenly i was in tears... then when i realized... i was like...wat happen to me??? damn....

but then no more... ^^ ...still wondering wat just happenned.....

anyway, now i'm struggling with all of my assignments... left 5 more....cia you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

H42

PS: the hiatus mode i think is not really happen anyway...hahaha

very very very very short post.....

2008-05-02T01:37:00.002+08:00

this is it.... now i know the truth.... truly i'm relieved..... really....and altho i feel sad.... but then i was used to it.... so.... no prob.... no more confusion..... ^^