Monday, December 12, 2011

just a wish

While waiting for colleague to come at the morning, my mind is running wild, once again. Well too many times already to be honest. It is just a simple idea...a wish to be exact. This wish has been rooting in my mind and is trying to kill my mind since then. I really wish...... hmmm... sigh.... why? When I want to update this blog, I wish to put it here but when it is time for me to type them in, I feel reluctant, pain, sad, agony and many things that words could not describe...

well, after taking some courage, let me tell you my wish for this month.

Can we go back being together again?
I promise I will try to meet up with your expectation again....

Dang. There you go. My wish, a wild one but perhaps, it is just imposibble.......

ya.... imposibble....

H42

Sunday, December 11, 2011

???

When I am trying to embrace myself to move on, why in the name of the mother of earth does it pain that much?

Please endure...endure....endure.....

P.S. pardon me when this blog become so emo.... I will update it properly when I have time ....well.... to be honest, I have alot of time now in my hand... haha...

H42

Thursday, December 8, 2011

Monday, December 5, 2011

up and down

guess...this is life eh? up and down.... and i'm at the lowest bottom now climbing slippery hill....

H42

Monday, November 28, 2011

Why?

One question in my mind....Why?

H42