hmmm

What am I thinking now? sigh...

I still can't accept the reality

Need....to...go...forward.......

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Let it run just for tonight.... i promise, i will be stronger....

run....please run....the more the better.....

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Clue 1

Clue 2

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random fb msg....

"Be loved is fortunate. To love another is in bliss. To love and be love in return, that's heaven.

You will be surprise at how many people whom do not know how to love, respond to love. People get hurt in so many ways. Dont be discourage as with each experience we grow in wisdom and empathy towards others. We're all only human. "

Read it from somebody's comment in facebook. Means so deep yet so simple. We, after all, are only human....

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just a wish

While waiting for colleague to come at the morning, my mind is running wild, once again. Well too many times already to be honest. It is just a simple idea...a wish to be exact. This wish has been rooting in my mind and is trying to kill my mind since then. I really wish...... hmmm... sigh.... why? When I want to update this blog, I wish to put it here but when it is time for me to type them in, I feel reluctant, pain, sad, agony and many things that words could not describe...

well, after taking some courage, let me tell you my wish for this month.

Can we go back being together again?

I promise I will try to meet up with your expectation again....

Dang. There you go. My wish, a wild one but perhaps, it is just imposibble.......

ya.... imposibble....

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???

When I am trying to embrace myself to move on, why in the name of the mother of earth does it pain that much?

Please endure...endure....endure.....

P.S. pardon me when this blog become so emo.... I will update it properly when I have time ....well.... to be honest, I have alot of time now in my hand... haha...

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up and down

guess...this is life eh? up and down.... and i'm at the lowest bottom now climbing slippery hill....

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Why?

One question in my mind....Why?

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Used To

I used to say it does not worth it to shed tears for those things.

But never I imagine that I would hear those words being told to me.

Nevertheless, I still thank God for everything. :)

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P.S. At last I am back to this blog :)

Happy Chinese New Year!!!

Happy Chinese New Year for everyone that celebrates it.
I wish you a happy and prosperous Chinese New Year in the year of Rabbit! :D

For me, I will start the year in Indonesia, but not in hometown. :P
*FB photo album will be up as soon as I am back*

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Okay... let's see, 2 weeks have past since we shouted "Happy New Year 2011!!". Nothing much happened to me except that I have bigger ambition to get a decent job. Well, hopefully I could get offer before this month ends. :)

So, last year was ended with me going to Korea and I had a lot and a lot and a lot of fun there. It was a fun trip and I am really looking forward for another winter trip :D.

Despite the happy trip, last year was kinda not my year. My employment pass was rejected on the day I applied, I got abit anti-social after couple months being alone and some problems at the end of the year. Although many unfortunate things happened, I am always trying to think positively, think the other way around Har! Think the other way around! That thought motivated me when I got into bad situation.

This brings me to the topic of the month. Second chance. It was inpired with one video in Youtube. It is about a homeless man that claims he got a golden radio voice.



I watched it and was amazed with his voice! And you need to take account that drugs and alcohol got the best of him and he came back after getting clean of those. The rest of his story is about fame. How he got offered a decent job and a home. And this happened in less than a week after the original video was up in Youtube. Talking about the power of Internet eh? Well, the thing that I want to put here is this, no matter how far your friend, or your family have done, there is always a second chance and I now believe that everyone deserves a second chance. When they leave you and coming back again, just give a second chance and be positive with it. :)

Well, I guess that's all for the 1st post of the year. Hope I could a decent job and well, let's start our year with positive thinking and couple of second chances to be given XD.

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