Quoted from someone in Kaskus......

Kata kata itu bisa banyak macam artinya

Bisa negatif bisa positif

Bisa nyenegin hati kamu ato mala sakitin hati kamu

Bisa nyemangatin kamu ato mala jatuhin kamu

Itu semua bukan aku yang nilai tapi kamu

Ada kalanya aku ga bisa kontrol kata kata yang kluar dr mulut aku ke kamu

Ada kalanya aku maw nunjukin apa adanya aku walaupun mungkin tuw kecewain kamu

Karena aku maw kamu terima aku apa adanya

Aku ga pengen hrs selalu pili pili dulw ngomong pake kata kata yg kek gmn saad aku sama kamu

Karena kata kata itu pasti pernah sala

Atau bahkan akan terus sala

Karena bukan mulut ini yang mencintaimu tapi hatiku

Karena yang aku taw dua orang yang suda jadi satu lebi percaya hati drpd kata kata

Kata kata itu bisa banyak macam artinya tapi Cuma hati yang bisa menilai

Aku yakin kamu tau pasti hatiku

Jadi buat apa kamu harus pusing dengan kata kataku yang sala

Kalau kamu tau seperti apa hatiku

Wow... I just read kaskus and I found this. He said his girlfriend sent him that....awww.....

gtg sleep...just wanna post something interesting....well...in my opinion...

H42

Some thoughs that are running in my mind now...

What will happen to me after I finish my study???

I need some entertainment!!!

Am I pulling away? Or is it the others?

Am I too serious? Should I change?

I miss my old self... the one that has nothing to lose and has more patience than I do now

Will I finish this project??

Is being quiet good? or is it okay being abit loud?

Am I not consistent??

Is posting this okay?

Will I reach you?

I have to change... but into what?

Will this jealousy go away?

I am gonna miss you.....

H42

It is the start of week 12!!!

Well, here we are. After 11 study weeks, at last we arrived to the 12th week, the so called the last study week. This week will be the busiest week for most of Monash University student because this week is also known as last-assignment-due week. Some students even have to due 4 assignments at the end of this week. For those, I can only wish you a very good luck. Well, for me, last semester was enough. I had to due 5 (yes! FIVE) assignments at the end of the 12th week. Luckily I was able to finish them all. :D... In addition of that, by the end of this week, means that we will approach what people call as revision week and following after that exam period. Gosh, this semester sure flies very fast.....

Currently I have 2 assignments to be dued. All of them are group assignments fortunately. 1 is to be dued on this Friday and the other will be dued at the end of the revision week. Hopefully I can finish all of them and can focus to the exam which will be on 17, 22 and 25 of June. After that, I think most probably I will go to Singapore to spend some time with family (I miss them~~). And I will be back to Malaysia again. I decided not to go back hometown because the holiday time is just too short. And I also have to continue my final year project.... Too bad this holiday I won't be able to meet up with friends in hometown. :(

Okay, so that pretty much what will happen until June. Haha. And to think that this semester will be over in less than 1 months, I will be commencing my last semester in less than 2 months. Wow....... :D :D :D

And another WOW because it is 4.13 AM now....swt.... gonna sleep for now... Still haven't typed anything about the review. Gonna do it soon. :D..Nite and hope the new day will bright up your day...

H42

14th May 2009...

It is already the 14th day of May 2009. We only have a month to go before exams. Everyone is struggling with assignments and exam preparations. And I think this month will be the heaviest month for me as well. Although I only have 2 assignments to be dued, I have to rush my implementation stage for my final year project. Too bad I don't really enjoy in doing it. And I don't know why. Need to enjoy it more so that I do it well...^^

Anyways, I don't understand why I am updating my blog. LOL. I don't have any intentions or what so ever especially after I had to take bath because my hair was creamy. LOL. Thanks to fenny for creamy hair treatment. XD Oh, speaking of creamy hair, I want to congratulate Devina for being on this earth for 21 years and counting. XD... I will reach that time in next couple months.

Hmm... HUAMPH~~~~.... I am sleepy~~~~ Yeah, I know it is 3 AM and I AM SUPPOSED to be sleeping not sleepy. Haha. I still can't change this habit for like 2 semesters already. And I wish I could change it for sake of future. :D...

Hmm..... I have no idea anymore..... =_="..... Even the review of the game that I was talking about, I haven't typed yet, don't even mention about the picture of the game. I procrastinate too much already I think. Sigh. Hopefully, by this weekend, I could type the review and another full of hope, I could post it. :D :D :D....

Wow, saw a very shiny lightning. I think that indicate I have to go sleep and expect a VERY heavy rain soon. :D
Okay la, see you in the next post. I wish you a very good luck and have a nice day.

H42

Vesak Day..... yay~~~

9th May 2009.... the day when the moon shows her light the brightest.... The day that indicated the day the Buddha was borned, received enlightenment and passed away.... Yap, it is the Vesak day.. We had some activities during the day and the night before it......

So, let's start with Vesak eve. We went to SJBA temple to as volunteers to help the preparation for the day. We prepared alot of things start from drinks, oil lamp, to bringing things. And at the night, we had night Puja..... At that time, I realized, how shallow I know and understand my religion. I wished I had more time to learn and practice it as much as I can. I think I should start it from my mom. She practice it alot and is a full-time vegetarian now. Well, maybe I can't become full-time vegetarian now, but I think I can start from practicing it. haha... Anyways, I also light some oil lamp for me and family wishing for blessing as my family in hometown didn't light one. :D

Colin is in action...XD

Some of the oil lamp.....

On D-day, we went to Brickfield to join Vesak Day Parade there. And boy, how tired it was. I feel like we had somekind of mini pilgrimage. LOL... We had to walk accross the Bukit Bintang area. Jimmy told me it looks like "10K Maraton" that was held in my hometown couple years ago. LOL. Long story short, we managed to finished it and I can see that everyone was enjoying it despite the tiredness. Anyways, thanks to Sunway Buddhist Society for organizing the event. Nevermind about the size of the bus ( I kinda feel that Jessy felt so bad because of the bus). In the end, everyone enjoyed it and came back safely. Unfortunately I think this maybe the last time I will celebrate this day here because (hopefully) I will finish my study at the end of this year and will be somewhere else at this time next year.

3 of us....:D

some of our group...

chan and his tausa bau in his mouth...nyammmm

me and edi... too bad it was too left...:(

Another group.... group of photographers...:D

our 'Tarabuddy group..... :D

another 'Tarabuddy group....

Okay la, so it is 2.46 AM now, I have to go sleep. But after I convert some photos and post them here. :D....Anyhow, good night, have good dream my readers and sukhihotu (means may you be well and happy always)...

H42

In Campus

Hmm, after 2 posts that were not my style (I was too emo i think), here we go again with usual post and i hope in the future no more those emo thingy... :D

Okay, so I finished my assignments, well, not all, but I managed to finished them on time and I am very happy with it as I will have some time to rest. FYI, I still got 2 more assignments to be dued on week 12 and final year project report to be dued around that time as well. Another thing that make me happy is one of my unit will not have any class anymore until 20th May. Woohoo... Means on Thursday and Wednesday, I don't need to wake up early.... cheerzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!! LOL!!!

Okay, lets put those education thingy aside...^^... As u can see, at last I changed my blog's skin... But also, if u were lucky enough to visit it on 3 days ago, u will notice all the side bar were gone. Well, there is a quick explanation about it. I accidentally deleted them all. LOL. At first, I was searching for a blog skin and I didn't know why. So I got this skin. I downloaded it and I pasted the xml code right away to my blog. And then this is where the disaster happenned. A popup window came out and I didn't really read all of the explanation. All I managed to recognize are widget, html and link list. I, without much thinking, clicked the left most button and after I release the left click, I realize, I just deleted all of my side bar................. and I was " OMG!!! "...... LOL... Well, to tell u the truth, i think this is the third time i had this experience. Last time, it was even worst. I even read the question " Do you want to save?" and I said "No" and I clicked it. And I realize I have not saved it. Then again, after I released my right index finger, I just realize it is my assignment and I added quite alot of words already. swt......

Anyway, as the title imply, I am in campus now, in networking computer lab and it is freezing here..... My hands are too numb to type...damn.... How come the room is so god damn cold???? Okay, after walking around abit, it is warmer now. LOL... And it becomes warmer now after punching lung2 for awhile. LOL....

What did i want to say again?? hmmm....(now focusing to facebook...hahaha)... and now I don't know what to write...LOL...Okay la, see you until I remember what I want to write...:D

H42

some lines before i sleep...

after chatted a lit bit, i found some lines that are very interesting....

" let it flow.... life goes on.... just wait until the time comes"

those words.... EVER passed my mind... and feels that its time to stop it from passing and board it.... hahaha... wat a personification... hahhaa....

well... hopefully those words want to spare a seat for me... and hopefully its free of charge....hahaha....

hmmm...... in the end its back to myself to let my heart decide how long should i board it until the time comes and i have to get off of it.....

wow.... i am amazed by what i just typed.... wat a deep words and its too imaginative...LOL......... well... sometime deeps words can come from humble heart....ROFLMAO(for more info about this word, google is ur friendly neighbourhood...quoted from spiderman)....haha...

ok la...going to sleep ...or this morning dhamma talk, i will b snooring again....LMAO....

H42

stress....

w lg stress....and w ga tau knp w bisa stress kyk gn...td sewaktu pegi 'tarabuddy, ud ga enak perasaan ny.... stlh pulang, ternyata bener, w tiba2 merasa so stress that i can't handle it anymore..... tp stlh mencoba lbh tenang, kyk ny w tll byk mikir d... tll byk memikirkn hal2 yg ga berguna... hal2 yg ga kn menguntungkn malah akan merugikan krn akan mengurangi bandwidth otak w.... ahhaa.....

anyway, w teringat yg di katakan ama bro yew pin di sesi 'tarabuddy td, "Life is suffering".... hmmmm ..... mmg si.... walo ga smua ny la suffer... klo smua ny suffer mah, ga usa hidup lg.... wakakakka..... terus teringat lg.... klo kita kyk ny kesel ama org, kita maki2 di hati, marah2 di hati... tp ternyata, tu org ga da apa2... malah yg kena itu kita, hati n pikiran kita kacau krn hal2 tersebut n in the end, again bandwidth kita terpotong lg...T_T.... in the end, kembali w teringat kata2 di blog w yg terakhir... "there are alot of people that are so good in sapping other people's happiness".... sigh.... mo gmn lg... no body's perfect... :D

hmmm.... apa lg ya yg mo dikeluarin uneg2 ny.... hmmm ...oh ya... btw sorry buat yg merasa post yg ini rada kacau, krn w br pulang dr t4 tmn n pngn keluarin smua ny... so ga sempet rapi2in ama pake bahasa ing.... so... well.... mayb gn la klo ud lg stress and pngn keluarin uneg2... hahaha... klo masih pake acara merapiin tulisan n pake bahasa ing, ntar ud ga keluar lg tu uneg2 krn saking eneg menahan... wakakka... (jayus...) ....

hmmm... msh bingung menyeleksi apa lg yg mesti di tulis.... kmrn ada chat ama tmn, dia bilang enak si punya blog sndr, tp klo ud soal pribadi, mesti di seleksi... klo ga bisa2 org berpendapat aneh2... mengingat persepsi org tu beda2.... sigh.... jadi ny bingung d ..... hmmm... tp stlh di putuskn... kykny untuk sekali saja, w tumpah kn d di post ini..... w pngn bilang... klo sbnr ny w lg bingung ama perasaan w.... msh bingung buat menentukan... sometimes w merasa yakin, sometimes w merasa tidak yakin mengingat dl w prnh bilang utk fokus dl ke kuliah... yg gt2 an ntar aja pas ud kerja... pas ud mapan gt la.... tp ya gt de... skrg lg bingung mesti gmn... antara kejar... tidak kejar.... kejar... tidak kejar..... pokokny mikir ny jauh bgt de...ampe ke ujung dunia... (jayus mode )... tp in the end tetep kembali koq ke present time... n berpikir.."napaen mikir sejauh itu??? habisin bandwidth otak aja" .... hahha

anyway... ya gt de uneg2 malam ini... well... pagi ini ...mengingat w ngetik ne di jam 2.34 AM... and merasa ne blog terkacau, teremo n teraneh... ga tau napa... mgkn krn w jarang tuangkn uneg2 w... hahha.... mesti ny judul ny jadi... "stress.... (uncencored)" wakakkakaka... (jayuz...XD XD XD )

ok la....ud hbs uneg2 ny.... ne ud mo tdr lg...lega ud keluarin smua... lets see wat ppl say about this post... :D...

H42

(count word: uneg2 = 4 kali...waduh... words repetition ny....=_=" )