hmmm

What am I thinking now? sigh...

I still can't accept the reality

Need....to...go...forward.......

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Let it run just for tonight.... i promise, i will be stronger....

run....please run....the more the better.....

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Clue 1

Clue 2

Clue 3

random fb msg....

"Be loved is fortunate. To love another is in bliss. To love and be love in return, that's heaven.

You will be surprise at how many people whom do not know how to love, respond to love. People get hurt in so many ways. Dont be discourage as with each experience we grow in wisdom and empathy towards others. We're all only human. "

Read it from somebody's comment in facebook. Means so deep yet so simple. We, after all, are only human....

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just a wish

While waiting for colleague to come at the morning, my mind is running wild, once again. Well too many times already to be honest. It is just a simple idea...a wish to be exact. This wish has been rooting in my mind and is trying to kill my mind since then. I really wish...... hmmm... sigh.... why? When I want to update this blog, I wish to put it here but when it is time for me to type them in, I feel reluctant, pain, sad, agony and many things that words could not describe...

well, after taking some courage, let me tell you my wish for this month.

Can we go back being together again?

I promise I will try to meet up with your expectation again....

Dang. There you go. My wish, a wild one but perhaps, it is just imposibble.......

ya.... imposibble....

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???

When I am trying to embrace myself to move on, why in the name of the mother of earth does it pain that much?

Please endure...endure....endure.....

P.S. pardon me when this blog become so emo.... I will update it properly when I have time ....well.... to be honest, I have alot of time now in my hand... haha...

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TT

up and down

guess...this is life eh? up and down.... and i'm at the lowest bottom now climbing slippery hill....

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