Friday, July 31, 2009

Hate post

It is almost the end of 2nd week of 6th semester in Monash. The time left for me before the exams is approx. 11 weeks. But it will be the longest or maybe the shortest 11 weeks in my life. Currently I am having extremely difficult situation (HQ HQ, Mayday Mayday, we have a situation here!!!). It is my final year project. After we thought that we are going to do fine, we just realized we got to do it in Object Oriented programming. I HATE IT. REALLY. I don't know why I hate that. I just hate it. Maybe because I am not good in Java therefore I hate it. I have to recode everything and I am going to be late according to the schedule....

And in addition of that, I still have not touched any of other assignments. This FYP sure sapped alot of my time, effort, sleep, rest, happiness and much more! I wish by the time I finished this, I am not crazy or something. Oh gosh, I wish I got someone to dump EVERYTHING. Well, not literally of course. LOL.

It's 3 AM already. I am gonna have class at 10 AM. I wonder if I could attend it. I have to recode my FYP. Because I am not really good in this, I got to read quite alot. And I tell you, when I want to read, there is always some disturbances. And 1 more thing, I hate myself that is easy to be affected by people's words. Well, maybe I just too stubborn and I just hate being manipulated by people. I like to have it my way (sounds familiar eh??? LOL). Maybe that is why I hate groupwork or groupstudy. Well, guess it is just me being too stubborn. :P

Hmm..... What happen to my post???? I didn't intend to post something like this... LOL... Anyhow despite those stressful moment of my life, I am really looking forward to jungle trekking. It is my 1st jungle trekking and canopy walk although the one I did in Langkawi can be considered as it. LOL.

After staring the monitor like......... 10 minutes....... I feel that i am sleepy. LOL. Too bad I got things to read. Sigh....Anyhow, let's hit the publish post button....:P........ gotta crash bed around 4 am....

H42

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